i can't help it but to read it over and over again.
as i laid down on my bed,
i felt calm and serene even though my heartbeat was beating faster due to happiness.
it makes me feel as if i'm falling for the partner all over again,
it's the weird exciting feeling i have whenever i start liking/loving a person.
old memories of us started to linger in my head,
and i looked through the calendar on my phone.
looking through the months and years.
i know one of the date will be a special day for us.
i am not certain when but i know there is,
and with every year that pass,
it is nearing.
it is exciting to welcome the transition.
=)
anyway,
i've gotten my results and i'm pleased with it.
i've passed!
just 2 more semesters to go till i can be a real adult,
start to earn $$$$!
the partner and i met up to watch yes man.
i was earlier so i peered down for him.
when i saw a familiar shirt,
and a familiar face,
it took me a while to digest that it was the partner grinning at me,
because he had a haircut and i couldn't recognise him
he looked as if he had just booked out from camp.
short and neat.
it's been a while since he had this kind of haircut.
and i like the new look,
smart.
yes man was alright,
nice and funny.
about how saying yes can change your life.
and yes,
people do not really welcome new things in their life,
they rather stay in their comfortable zone.
what i mean is,
we are just happy with the way we are,
only at times we add value to our life,
by taking courses, skills, etc.
it would be interesting to try out something new and different,
but why are we not doing it?
what's stopping us?
so next time say yes.
but we need to be wise enough,
not to say yes to things that are damaging to our health.
the partner's mom send both the partner and i a sms.
about how often we watched movies this month.
she advises us to cut down so we can save for marriage.
i replied her saying that the tickets we're watching for yes man is free since i've got the birthday treat from gv.
after sending it,
an unhappy feeling sprang within me.
i felt rude and bad about it just about that 1 sms.
i mean i shouldn't have replied the way i did.
she's giving advice and it seems like i shun it away.
i am not but it looks like i am by the reply i gave.
i felt awkward because i don't want to tarnish my relationship with his mom.
and i sent a long sms letting her know that i apologize for being rude and thanked her for her advice.
she did replied and it seems like she's okay.
but still i felt bad about it,
and bought her a sorry gift,
the fruits that she's been finding for.
she gave me a call and i guess we're cool.
in a good way,
it is a reminder for me.
the partner came over after the movie and he's hooked to the guitar hero game.
so yesterday,
the band was made up of insyirah the vocal, syafiqah the drummer and mutalib the guitarist.
and i laze around watching them,
i was tired.
whenever i saw the partner play,
i had to laugh,
especially with his moves and expression when he played the guitar.
while driving the partner home,
the partner and i came up with a list of resolutions that us as a couple need to
and we have 5.
firstly, to pray more often
secondly, to do a weekly revision on our studies
for the third one, i don't really favor this one, it's jogging. initiated by the partner.
he said while discussing "honey, i would like you to go jogging with me weekly"
i was stunned!
my eyes became big.
did i heard correctly?
jogging? weekly?
whatttttt????
i came up with excuses but the partner was smart enough to counter me.
he convinced me that after our weekly revision,
we can go jogging to release our stress.
ok lah ok lah.
i agreed with him,
it's for our health also.
the next,
to manage our finances,
keep a record of what we spent on.
and lastly,
to cut down on fast food, soft drinks and movies.
and now,
i want to sleep!
syukur alhamdullilah atas segalanya.
honey,
the dreams that we have are wonderful,
let's work hard to make it happen honey.
nothing is unstoppable when the 2 of us get together.
we,
the unbeatable!
hahahahhah!
i love you.