my 2009 didn't start with a bang.
when the ships were shooting their flares,
with the partner besides me,
i was sobbing away.
yes it was the first time i cried on new year's.
the reason?
it was because i didn't want to disappoint the partner.
i guessed that i've placed his needs above mine.
thinking of what he would feel first before mine.
knowing that he would get bored by just sitting down watching the sea, i thought we could have some food to accompany us,
at least to occupy some time for the partner.
however,there wasn't time for us to get some food since he had a soccer game earlier.
plus finding a carpark took us quite some time.
he tried to make me happy,
by lightening up the atmosphere by being silly and snapping pictures of me and sending me an sms.
it almost get me out of that mood,
but it failed.
as much as i've tried to feel better,
i just can't.
i wanted us to enjoy ourselves.
i thought it could be like last year's.
but that didn't happened.
we had a bad start for our 2009.
but that doesn't remain for long......
a few hours later,
after a good night sleep,
i had to follow his parents and the partner for a short getaway in malaysia.
we were supposed to go to kl to visit his grandaunt,
but it got cancelled.
so we head to my grandma's kampung and fetched her jalan-jalan in the new jusco in bukit indah.
not much items to shop for but there are so many good halal food that can be found!
till the partner had to play hide and seek with me to avoid me from my nagging if he wants to buy some food items.
well,
we are going to have dinner at night so why buy so much food?
anyway,
we had a fun time!
for him to avoid me while for me to find him.
we were that childish.
his parents, him and i slept over nenek's kampung,
before we head to sleep,
we watched waterboy and together we had a good laugh!
when morning comes,
breakfast were already prepared by nenek.
=)
we left for singapore and i didn't go home yet.
i went over his house because he needed me convinced him on which transformers to sell.
i accompanied him to soccer at night and luckily i wasn't alone watching him running around for the ball because i had amelina (his poly mate's wife) by my side to keep me accompany.
we had a good talk on random things.
nice meeting you amel!
=)
to end our day,
we had a meal at popeyes!
the partner reading the contents of the fiji water.
just like him, i was also attracted to the fiji water.
even though it was just a normal mineral water,
it has a nice packaging.
even though we had a bad start to our new year,
we had a fantabulous day out together.
syukur alhamdulillah.
honey,
thank you for your effort.
i really enjoyed myself, every minute of it!
did you noticed that our love has deepen?
in the way we approach to situations and unhappiness.
honey,
let us continue making one another laugh!
=)
i love you.