to end the course i had today,
i was supposed to think of someone to appreciate,
the one who gives me an inner light,
and automatically,
you came in my mind.
the class had to close their eyes and listen to "for the first time" by rod steward.
just as i've started to visualise you and at the starting of the song,
tears are welling in my eyes.
i cried for you,
just thinking of you and the memories we shared touched my heart deeply.
i really appreciate you and i really love you.
the reflection makes me not want to have unnecessary fights with you.
i don't want us to waste precious time in being frustrated with one another,
i want us to spend as much happy moments as we possibly can.
let us continue helping one another honey.
it has been 3 years that we've agreed to love one another,
that fateful day that made me feel like the luckiest girl on earth.
throughout the years,
we've learnt to accept,
respect each other views,
and most importantly,
love,
be it in giving or receiving.
oh yes,
how can i forget the arguments that we had,
the times that make us stronger and reassure us how true our love is.
for the whole 3 years,
there is a transition that takes place.
when we first get together,
we were both shy and in the process of getting to know more about each other.
during that period of time,
no issues were there to challenge us.
to us, everything was prefect.
when we were to ask one another "is there anything about me that you dislike?"
the answer was always "no".
because we were blindly in love.
as the months pass by,
we get too comfortable that flaws started to appear,
some things either i or you do is irritating,
petty things leads to squabbles.
when one is experiencing is bad mood,
the other party get affected.
apart from the ugly side,
we still remember to love one another wholeheartedly.
and shared plenty of fun, joyful memories together.
right now,
after all that we went through,
we are still in love.
but in order to fine-tuned our relationship,
the both of us had to change,
for the better.
i can see the changes you made specially for me.
i understand love is accepting the person the way you are,
including yours flaws.
but isn't love is also about not hurting the ones you love?
so in order not to hurt,
why not change for the better?
honey,
thank you for giving me time for me change.
most importantly,
thank you honey for being so patience with me.
honey,
the compatibility challenge 08 would remain forever in my heart.
remember the times when we had to practise our walks and turns?
and also when we talked while we smile.
haha!
winning it was a triumphant moment.
=D
the hong kong trip together with your parents were enjoyable!
let us use the free japan trip as a reward for ourselves.
=)
the dicussion about our future makes me excited everytime we talked about it.
insyaallah.
it's been wonderous with you.
let us be together for eternity.
syukur alhamdullilah kepada illahi.
thank you honey for enriching my life.
i love you abdul mutalib.
you give me the power to believe in the impossible.