my eyes started to get sleepy.
apart from that,
i've been trying to check my luck.
oh boy!
this year is just not my lucky year.
i've entered a couple of contests,
and no hope.
no chance of winning.
i have no idea how my luck changed but it did.
it was kinda depressing to go through failure after failure.
nevertheless,
i accept it.
and hopefully,
my luck will soon change.
haha.
i think there are lessons ought to be learnt from it,
which i am still figuring out.
seriously,
a lot had happened within a week.
like meeting up with my poly friend,
dearest sakeenah who is studying horticulture in australia
we really catched up a lot!!!
and it was really fun talking to her!
so happy to see her again.
=D
on the 7th,
we joined a couple contest.
we had a free makeover,
which include our hair.
it felt as if we were pampering ourselves.
one of the segment,
the partner had to proclaim his love for me.
the casual wear segment.
even though we didn't make it to the finals,
we were glad to be given a chance to participate in it.
it was fun and the both of us really enjoyed each other's company.
since 9 of february,
i've been listening to class 95 every night hoping to get a chance to win a place in love boat.
a private yacht which 6 lucky couples get to see the sunset and have candlelight dinner for valentine's day.
i really think it's romantic.
every night,
there would be different requirements,
write poems, sing song, make sounds, etc.
and i've tried every single one of it.
at one time,
i managed to get through to the hotline and made sounds to describe the partner.
haha.
the partner knew i placed in effort for every one of it.
and he asked me to post it on my blog.
so here goes,
a poem that starts with love boat.
Love gives us a chance to get on the love boat.
On board the love boat, we can immerse ourselves in the romantic ambience.
Very much like in the movies, I want to be the lucky girl who is being swoon by the guy.
Everything is perfect, from the dressing to their kiss.
Best thing of all, under the stars, with you by my side, we get to reflect about our relationship.
Over our plans for our future too.
Away from reality, we are in our own world looking forward together.
That will be my perfect Valentine date with you Mutalib dearest.
next compose a song to the tune of twinkle, twinkle little star.
You never fail to amaze me
When I think of you, I smile
Honey? What have you drugged me with?
Isn’t it love that makes me high?
No matter how dark it gets
You’re the spark that lights my life
another poem from the word valentine
Very much like nature, we fall in love,
Actions that you do, prove to me that you're the one,
Loving you makes me feel worthy,
Every prayer I had, you are in it, because you are a part of me,
Nobody has touched my heart deeply like you did,
Telling me that you love me awaken my senses,
Inspiring me in every way, you're my true love,
Never had I imagine that I feel so alive,
Everlasting love from you is a gift that I would treasure for all time as it makes my life meaningful.
i think that's about it.
still no luck.
haha.
so so,
anyway,
on valentine's day,
i had a course on motivation skills,
till 5pm.
afterwhich,
the partner fetched me from the location to have an early dinner.
when i got into the car,
the partner handed me kiwis!
haha!
organic kiwis somemore!
few days ago,
i've tried the kiwis,
juicy and sweet lah!
good pick!
and then,
he handed me a box of perfume.
=)
haha!
so we ate at mad jack's and we headed to island creamery for dessert!
mudpie!
yummy lah!
it's our must have whenever we visit there.
afterwhich,
followed his parents to the airport to send people off.
and we ended our day by having supper at downtown east.
so that night,
as usual,
he send me up.
with my bag,
i head to my room to put it down.
i didn't notice much what's on my bed because it looked messy.
but once i fixed my eyes on the middle on my bed,
i paused and i was shocked.
it took me a few seconds to digest what was happening.
it was a bouquet of roses on my bed,
with a note.
you know what i did in the middle of the night?
i screamed at the top my lungs.
yes, because i was super excited!
and i automatically run and hug the partner!
who was still there to see my reaction.
how can i noticed it?
it was being camouflaged with the bed sheet.
the perfume and the bouquet of roses.
goodness,
i didn't even expect the partner to surprise me that way.
i was really a happy girl by the end of the day.
=)
early sunday morning,
the yec members and i spend some time with old folks from a home.
we helped them to play bingo.
it was really cute seeing the old folks!
however, i feel depressed seeing them in a home.
the place was lifeless.
even if one is not sick before admitted there,
a few weeks, months being in there,
one will eventually get sick.
why?
because there's nothing much you do except to sit in the wheelchair, watch tv, etc.
they might do something interesting once in a while but it's sad.
please think of being in there first before placing your parents there.
with one of them.
just a random shot of some of them.
the partner fetched me from the home and we head to suntec city to ask about our japan trip.
we sort of have the dates and since we are taking the free and easy,
we need to think of the itinerary.
i am so looking forward to it!
i had tuition yesterday with the partner next door neighbour.
afterwhich i had dinner with the partner, parents and his aunt's family.
during dinner,
the partner shared a piece of good news to me.
=)
and we're looking at dates.
*hint hint*
haha!
reading week is coming up.......
which means i have a lot of revising to do!
*shakes head*
at times,
things doesn't go right.
but having someone who really loves you change everything.
i know the partner loves me deeply.
he sacrifices just to make me happy.
which at times i still think it's not enough.
i don't know why i think that way.
having a talk does helps us to understand our partner.
honey,
thank you.
i am sorry.
i love you still.
you are still that i want to spend the rest of my life with.