Saturday, February 21

the ups and downs

so my last entry was on thursday,
let me recall how my friday was.
hmmmm....

oh yes,
i had lion dance training.
another 3 more and we're done!
haha!

and the ladies had a birthday celebration for mayor,
dr amy khor.




she was so pleased with her present.
=)


after the training,
the partner who had a long, tiring day fetched me.
we were supposed to plan for our upcoming japan trip.
however we ended up being in an angry mood with one another.
it was horrendous,
all because of a sentence.
i have to say i'm ashamed of myself,
i don't even know how to react,
maybe it's because i always depend on the partner to make the first move to calm me down,
not in this case.
this time around he needed me,
but i didn't do anything.
i knew he was badly hurt.
and i felt really useless not being able to understand how he felt, what he wanted.
in the end,
we managed to work things out and we're good.
we continued to have supper,
indian rojak and kway teow at west coast.
and also we managed to discuss about our japan trip.
=)

that night touched me,
when i hugged him,
i could smell his sweat,
why?
because he rushed back from a meeting just to meet me,
he walked as fast as he could to shorten the time i had to wait.
even though he had a long day at work,
he still want to meet me.
he do all he can to please me.
why did i do in return?
i make him sad that he can't control his emotion.

i realised i wasn't being fair to him and i was at my worst behaviour.
suddenly,
what he had been saying made sense.
slowly,
i managed to build up my confidence and asked for his forgiveness,
what touches me was three words.
"i forgive you"
that three words makes me tear.
how can someone accept my apologies just like that?
it definitely take time for someone to accept it.
but he said it with honestly that i can't help it but to cry and be grateful.

god, why am i always asking so much from him?
i felt helpless looking at him that night.
i don't know what to do, how to react.
can you please guide me to become the best wife for him?
he deserves that.


and so today,
the partner fetched me and since i'm craving for macdonalds ice cream cone,
he accompanied me to get one.
in the end,
we had cheeseburgers to fill our stomach followed by ice cream cone!
=)
afterwhich we fetched his mom and head to book for our japan trip.
at last,
we have confirmed our dates, flights and hotel!
=D
thank you guys for voting us in the contest last year.
the let love be your muse contest.
because of you guys,
we are able to go to japan.
thank you!


at night,
we sweat and smell masam-masam together.
we played floorball!
hooooweeee!
fun lah!
and the teasing never stop even whe we're playing game.
just now,
i caught him tickling me while i had the ball.
and at one time we were at the same team and he shouted out for "bee, bee" while me "honey, honey"
and we even got teased by my yec members.
haha.
i really enjoyed my floorball sessions with the partner around.
he added spice to it.


past weeks ago,
the partner has been given a chance to work nearer to my house.
he will be starting real soon.

and the both of us are pretty excited to it.
with the upcoming jobscope,
he had advise me that he might not have time for me,
which i have to understand.
we would be like "so near, yet so far".
he was also thinking of investing on a bicycle so that he can cycle back to my house after work to take a nap.
haha.

and i can foresee sending him back home at night.

honey,
whatever happens,
i will always be there for you.
i promise.
you're my angel who teach me the meaning of undying love.
i love you for life.