Saturday, April 4

it's different without you baby.

excuse me for my absence,
i've been resting to get well soon.
and it was a double boost to me when the partner came over to visit with oreo cheesecake!

the partner is away on a trip with his colleagues to batam.
and even though it's less than 48 hours,
i've been feeling so different without him.
i miss him.
he is been on my mind the whole day.
all i wish for him is to be home quick and safely.

today,
i've managed to meet up with wahyuddin and suliza.
it's not that i took this chance when the partner is away to meet up wahyuddin.
the partner knows it.
anyway,
i was just meeting an old poly friend to catch up on things.
and i came home tired and sleepy.
hanging out with them doesn't make me forget about the partner.
his name was mentioned in a couple of times.
when i saw transformers toys,
it reminded me of him.
i truly miss him.

the partner made time to watch a movie with me before he goes off.
fast and furious 4.
it's so a guy show,
with cars and girls.
and i feel pretty unfair.
no, no it's not because the partner brought me to watch a guy flick.
unfair because in a guy flick,
girls are being portrays as items, so many of them with nice figure.
however do you realised that in a chick flick,
it is different?
the guys, well most probably there is only 1 guy throughout the show who is being portray as a romantic, perfect boyfriend.
see the diff?
guy flick --> many girls
girls flick --> one guy
why is that so?
girls are not items to be taken advantage of.
we have feelings and we want to have special treatment from our significant others.
can guys change their mindset?
well girls have to keep in mind that there is no perfect relationship where the guy will do everything for the girl.
he can't be there 24/7.
he don't live just for you.
he needs to develop on his life too.
he can't give in to you all the time.
will the human mindset change given time?

there was a night when the partner brought me bowling with his colleague.
it was fun challenging each other.
and i know my boyfriend is a big teaser.
i have no idea how i can stand him.
there was a time,
perhaps last year,
we argued because he teased me.
"ock honey?"


anyway,
on a good note,
i won something finally after months of losing.
yessa!
come on,
i welcome my luck back!


the picture below has been staring at my handphone screen the whole day.

my sister said he looks like a panda.
haha!
yes, he's been putting on weight.
and he's been trying to lose them.
let's just see.
haha.
fatchubby or thin,
i still love him.

honey,
i've been playing tetris to kill time,
and i love you.