worthy.

i really savour what i'm feeling right now.
i feel worthy.
times like this doesn't come that often.
because there are times i feel like i'm a speck of dust.
and it was so hard to find the light once again whenever i fall into the black hole.

there's so many things to be happy about.
let me list them down.

one.
sezairi won singapore idol 2009
my mom, sister and i cheered and scream as loud as we can once the winner was announced.
it felt good.
and apart from that,
we were watching singapore idol with the partner just beside me together with my family.
it felt nice.
i hope he felt like a part of the family,
my family.
i mean i can see us like that when we're married.

two.
markers.

i saw this cute container of markers at muji when i was out with the partner earlier while checking out some wedding exhibition in suntec.
even though the wedding exhibition was kinda upsetting,
there was a store that caught our eyes.
it offers something unique and creative.
back to the markers,
the partner offered to get it for me (thanks honey!).
i really can't resist the markers!
there are 70 of it!
colourful colourful markers!
i convinced him that the markers can be used for our wedding guestbook.
let's hope that there's still ink by then.
haha.

three.
earlier this morning,
the yec had tea gathering with the adviser.

the food was good and we had christmas gift exchange.
and all of us were happy!

four.
looking at the pictures remind me of the fun i had with gillian and shikin!

from the walking aimlessly to standing in front of doors to touching the screen of ion directory to the our-butt-was-lifted-in-the-air ride.
it was funny!

when you see a magnifying glass,
what does it symbolize?
to enlarge right?
we were looking at something and wanted to enlarge it so smart shikin press that magnifying glass on ion's directory,
and you know what came out?
a search button came out.
hahaha!
look below.

a search button instead of enlarging it.

five.
having you in my life.

and having us talking about our future and planning for our wedding.

we were talking about Mighty Bear and i got quite emotional when the partner said this
him: honey, if you take care of the bear properly and when i'm dead, you can still listen to my voice.
i have no idea why he said that but i can't imagine that.
and i don't want to imagine it right now.
too much for me.

god,
i am glad with your blessing.
i can never thank you enough.
syukur alhamdulillah.