was it the pms?

something is starting to bother me.
and i think it's kinda unfair.

is it because of the hormones?

to calm myself down and make me forget momentarily,
i look at the dark sky with the stars twinkling.
again,
there was mars.

the sky gives me a sense of happiness,
and i don't know when will be the last i'll see it.

i am only human.
you can judged me by stories you hear about me, from the way i blog, from the way i talk, etc.
at the end of the day,
you still judge me but
don't hate me if you don't know me.
don't hate me if you never talk to me before.
don't hate me if you hate the way i look.
i am not invisible.
i am just like you.
i get hurt.
if you hate what i blog about,
stop reading it.

away from the thoughts,
i had a good weekend.
the partner and i managed to find more info about the wedding packages offered by the different companies.
we sort of have an idea what we want,
now is making decision time.
i am glad that he's more involved and taking a lead in making moves.

nurul,
please.

i am feeling better already.
because i know/believe/trust that the Almighty has a bigger plan for me.