didn't do anything much yesterday, slacked at home as per usual.. his mom invited me over for the open house but i declined as.. i don't think i'm ready yet to attend such occasion.. i think it will be like going through a number of interviews.. haha.. when i'm mentally prepared, only then maybe i'll go.. i think first impression does play an important part.. if i were to attend the open house yesterday, i don't think i would know what to do, i would feel lost.. whether should i help to wash the dishes or entertain the guests or help out his mom or etc.. you know what i mean.. i can't be sitting one corner all alone, what will people think of me? an anti-social? a lazy bum? blah, blah, blah.. it's beyond our control as people have the right to speak their mind..
my grandma wanted to go back to her kampong house and asked me along.. *smiles* but not only me, she asked him along.. i was caught in a situation where i wanted to go, but i already have plans.. and thinking about him whether will he be free cause i know he too has plans.. i think it sound confusing.. both of our plans are similar, we are going out with our friends for hari raya.. i'm going out with my primary school mates whereas him with his rugby pals.. i postpone my primary school outing as not a lot of people are free on sunday.. as for him, he just cancelled his plan to spend time with us.. thanks dear, really appreciate it.. i bet we're going to have so much fun over there.. we're gonna sleep over at the kampong and going back monday night.. i think by the time we reached singapore, it would be late and there a big possibility that my grandma will ask him to stay over my house till tuesday.. boy, i am just so excited! i am seriously looking forward to spend more time with you dear.. i really miss you..
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