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yesterday, slacked the whole day.. at night, my parents asked me to follow them.. destination : geylang serai.. haha.. well, got nothing to do at home, so went ahead with them.. asked in to come along, at least i got someone who think at the same frequency with me.. haha.. walked around.. bought foods.. but i didn't have the appetite to eat, no idea why.. maybe missing him.. while heading back to the car, all of us saw maia lee, a singapore idol contestant.. my brother was saying her name loud enough for her to hear and she looked at our direction with a smile.. we returned her smile.. on the way home thought of a nice message to send him for our second month anniversary.. excatly at midnight, he send me a message.. damn, i was wols (slow).. haha.. replied his message with some mushy stuffs.. haha.. i love taking my dad's car.. cause inside it, only i can sing my lungs out.. it's like a karaoke session inside the car.. haha.. everyone will be singing along with the songs.. it's like a routine, first up it's backstreet boys' video.. followed up by blue's and lastly, westlife music video.. really enjoy and had fun singing..

today, 11 november 2004 is our 2nd month anniversary.. through the 2 months, i never regret any seconds of it.. it's been an awesome ride and i want it to continue for eternity.. if only god permits.. he's a dream that i've always been seeking.. i am obliged to god for giving me a chance to see him again.. and i wish and i hope that he's the one!

tomorrow, my maid, kak ti is going off.. i'm really going to miss her.. she's been a part of our family since 4 years ago.. she's the one who i share some family problems to, cause she understand my situation better as she knows all my family members' attitude.. she's the one who i will ask to accompany me outside the toilet when i'm feeling all pusillanimous.. any relationship problems, any whining and etc, i'll find her.. haha.. not only me who shares my problems to her.. surprisingly, my brother who appears as a hard-hearted, shares his problems to her too.. asking for her advics, etc.. basically, all my siblings will just go to her.. my mom and granny too.. well, how i wish she can continue but she needs her own life too.. she needs to start a family, enjoy her life.. i love you kak ti and all the best! don't forget to write letters to us! thanks again for everything..

tomorrow also i'm getting my results *crossing my fingers* hopefully, it's a well deserved grades..

my aunt and her family will be coming over to break fast together as a whole family before kak ti goes off tomorrow.. how time flies, it's already 4 years with her, 2 months with him (well, actually it's longer), 28 days of fasting.. i bet all the muslim in the world are busily preparing themselves to welcome syawal (the month of hari raya)..

today, volunteer myself to do the sampul duit (an envelope where you put the money; green packets).. haha.. did only 10 as it was troublesome.. then baked more of my crispy cookies for myself and my aunt..

heard some news about some stuffs from some sources.. am feeling kind of pissed off with some people.. they are just making used of people.. and in secret they owned some valuable assets.. well, you all won't understand..

i love you dear and missing you badly! *hugs and kisses*

to all hindus out there, have a happy deepavali! *toodles*