quite a number of stuffs has been happening for the past few days. i prefer being busy, having stuffs to do rather than doing nothing. i really try to be busy hoping that my mind would be distracted with other stuffs instead of him. but boy, i was so wrong, every day he will just be there in my mind. his smile and his face, it just enlighten me but at the same time, it makes me realise that he ain't here with me, he won't be with me. if only i could turn the clock around. i admit that this is my first time having difficulties getting over someone. i think only time can cure this heartache of mine. maybe god has bigger plans for me than i have for myself.
thursday, had oral communication. we were debating about some issues. the evaluator said that i'm being neutral, instead of arguing back, i just stated the positives stuffs. oh well, have to learn from my mistakes.
sports and wellness was ok, we had step-ups.
floorball, the juniors have a game with the league players. we did some silly mistakes which can be avoided. overall, the game was ok, not that good. i still need to improve in every game and have to correct my mistakes.
friday had environment science. it's been a long time since i saw dr koh. haha. he's so gentle yet cute.
had to be present at the hlm module award presentation. congrats to those who had put in their hard work!
went back with joanna, took 154 and on the traffic junction, it was red light and the bus has to stop. at a distant, i saw a guy of a familiar height and familiar build. it's him with a group of friends waiting to cross the road. my heart stopped pumping air for a while, it felt so good to see him again even though he didn't saw me. i guess they had just finished their friday prayers and heading back to school. is it fated or is it just a mere coincidence, a sequence of events that although accidental seems to have been planned or arranged? god, why should i see him? what are you trying to show? to show that he's doing fine without me? all the things that i tried to erase still lingers on my mind.
after seeing him for a few seconds, i made a decision to attend the national library sale at suntec. basically, to spent time on myself. to be a loner just for a while. the books were lesser compare to last year's. spent 90 mins to choose books. after the whole browsing, i bought 7 books totalling $14. bought 2 children storybooks so that i'm able to read for the kids.
at night, had kidsREAD. one volunteer has joined us. he's mr lee and there was one saturday session volunteer who came down to observe. to be a spy, to know how we conduct the class and etc. but i think me, shikin and mr lee conduct the class quite well, the kids seems to be enjoying themselves and at the same time learnt something. the theme was colours. they were really enthusiatic about telling their stories. it's quite difficult to conduct the class as the kids are so hyperactive, where they will just run around, play and etc. they are kids who is 4-5 years old, they are suppose to be like that. it will be hard for them to sit still. too bad, eeleen can't joined us as she's under maternity leave for a month. it's a girl, i bet she's cute just like the mommy.
saturday, went to meet suliza to register for the driving lessons. gosh, i can't believe it, in a few more months time, i'm able to drive a car. yay! it was crowded with people, i think cause it's a saturday.
then we're late for the mangrove transplanting/replanting at pasir ris park. we are suppose to meet at 1430 sharp at pasir ris mrt station. we didn't expect the driving registration takes a long time and we had to took cab to pasir ris which cost us $19. ate ice-cream, those scooping ice-cream. i really love those. nice taste and i'll never get enough of it. i ate 2 of it, thought of buying more but not enough hand to carry it. walk around and we discover that we had to get to carpark c while we are at carpark e. the landscape is nice. hope to go back there one day. there are swings which both of us wanted to take but we are running out of time. too bad. walk to the east and after crossing the brigde, we are kinda lost. called one of the volunteer, and said that someone will come and fetch us. there at the bridge, we wait patiently. then a man driving a caddy fetched us. people looked at us and smiled at us. haha. maybe they were thinking, how can two girls get lost? lost in a park? haha. as it was raining, we had to use garbage bags as a poncho. we looked pathetic in that. and we had to wear boots. haha. too bad, we didn't have pictures of us doing work and in that attire. we felt guilty as we were late and we had to trouble people. sorry guys especially grace. as it was drizzling, we couldn't do the transplanting and replanting. instead we had to pick up litters from the mangrove areas. oh boy, it was in a mess with litters all around. bottles, styrofoams, plastics, balls were lying all around. we had to pick it up and placed it in garbage bags. the place was dark and muddy. my boots got stucked a few times and i need someone to help me. haha. some of the water went inside my boots, it was very soggy. there was one of the area where the branch of the trees has thorns. i didn't notice it until my left arm was hooked by it. ouch! it pierced through my shirt and my skin. there is two tiny holes in my left arm and also on my leg. there was a lot of black gargabe bags filled with litters inside. spent 45 mins in the toilet. clean up and took pictures with suliza. haha. then went to eat mcdonalds with her. then home sweet home. reached home about 2130 and saw my baby cousin and cousins at home. how glad was i when i see them.
today, going to have my first basic theory lesson in the afternoon. looking forward to it. *smiles* finally i'm eighteen!
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