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i'm still entangled in life's spider web. i try putting those thoughts aside, but they never failed to creep in slowly. to you, don't worry, i try not to think much. even in a mess, god is always fair and let me enjoy myself. there's always a balanced in life. for the past few days, well not the past few days, it's been the past few month, someone never fails to make my face flushed. even though not being able to see you today, my mind was filled with you. and my phone is seriously in need for spaces. i kept more than 200 of your messages. well, i may sound crazy, but's it's true. and again, you made my day by that sms you sent in the morning. thanks. nothing is able to describe how overjoyed i am. to reflect back, i never expect you to react the way you reacted. i'm glad it's a two way thing. it's seriously more than i could ask for. no matter what happens to us, you are already marked in my heart. only god knows how i feel for you. you influenced me a lot, really a lot. thank you.

floorball is great today! my attitude towards floorball has changed. instead of dreading it, i'm looking forward to it. i played quite ok today. well, i'm happy with my performance today. am proud of myself. haha. but still, there's a lot of room for improvements. am still eyeing for a place in ivp.

had fun with shikin yesterday. went out to watch the hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy. oh man, i don't recommend that show. it's nonsense and lame. *smiles* thanks shikin for the treat. haha. book me out again. =P visited suliza. oh man, i miss you so much. do catch up soon! walked around and surveyed some wallets. guess wallets are mostly the same except it's in different designs. for roxy and ripcurl's wallets, it's kinda small. *ehem* i have lots of cards. so yeah, a bigger wallet is wise. haha. and to you, yes hopefully one fine day.

school's been ok. am coping well with it for now. hope it's able to sustain. haha.

and i miss driving the car around. 12th of July 2005 will be my practical test. i seriously want a pass for that. only then, i'm free to drive!

shikin, yes, you can come back and hopefully you're able to see someone. haha.

oh yes, i accidentally kissed sakeenah on her cheeks in the morning. sorry about that. haha. i'm straight.

*i miss you and i'm glad you dropped by. *grins*