bL!55...

my morning was beautiful.
as blissfulness filled me.
all thanks to you.
just by hearing your voice.
*whispers* btw, i love that 'wake-up' voice.

thinking how lucky i am now,
it got me pondering.
if ever, something got between us,
how will we react?
what will we do?
i'm a coward.
i'm seriously scared of losing you.

what did you do to have such an impact on me?
i really have no idea.
it just happened.
*winks* magic perhaps?
or maybe that 'voltage' eyes of yours?

i can't get through a day without having you in my mind.
i've always see you not only as a person,
but as an encouragement, a confidant, a joker.
someone who never fails to brighten up my day.
you're my driving force that propels me.
never once that i don't look forward in meeting you.
i've never been this comfortable with someone before,
*ehem* this exclude my bestfriends and family members.
welcome to the gang!
haha.
and this is another part of why i'm scared of losing you.
see how those above people are important to me?

i wouldn't want to put my hopes too high.
it will just reward me with disappointment.
what ever happens, happened.
things doesn't happened without a reason.
like why plants take in carbon dioxide (instead of oxygen) to photosynthesize.

for now, let's help each other out to
*smiles*
be a better person.

i love you.
not only as a friend.
but as a special friend.
and of course, as an individual.