isn't it fast?
all you know, it's already the end of the year?
and you wondered.
what did you do in 2005?
a couple of friends i know,
wanted the year to end so badly, excited to bring in the new year.
cause they said and think 2005 wasn't a good year for them.
and it kept me thinking.
how did my 2005 went?
was it good? was it bad?
and why do people said that it wasn't a good year?
well, all that i know is that i'm thankful enough that i'm able to wake up and experience the next day.
and i treasured and valued each day, every seconds.
no day can ever be like the day before.
every day is a new beginning.
yes, of course you have the same rountine. but there is always new faces that keeps popping up. eg, at the bus stop, at the cafe, in the library, etc.
with that, it has already made a difference.
2006 is just a year.
does it means anything?
what? you expected 2006 a year full of magic?
a year that you strike it rich?
a year that you found your soul mate?
a year which you have no bad hair days?
a year that you can get those distinctions?
why must it be 2006?
why can't you do it in 2005?
why? 2006 is a magical year huh?
is 2006 going to be a fairyland where your wishes will come true?
dream on.
it's just like any other ordinary days.
can't you see?
the power lies in yourself.
you.
you make the choice.
you see yourself.
your brain is really the most wonderful complicated gift from almighty god.
it can do wonders to you.
the brain has the ability to think, to recall, to memorise, to imagine.
the more negative remarks you made up in your mind, you are definitely becoming a failure.
forgive yourself for the mistakes you have done.
start afresh on every new day.
in 1 year, there is 365 days.
in 1 day, there is 24 hours.
thus in 1 year, there is 8,760 hours that is equivalent to 525,600 minutes which is in fact, 31,536,000 seconds.
the year doesn't make you someone.
actually, the seconds does.
yes, you may think that 2005 it's really an unlucky year.
because maybe you went bankrupt.
maybe your girl/guy left you.
there are listless reasons.
but try seeing it as a challenge.
a challenge from god to make you a better person.
a challenge that you are able to know about yourself, to know your weakness.
you can never ever learn enough of yourself cause we all are unpredictable.
don't think you have a bad start, the whole year is going to be bad.
cause if you do think so, try taking it as a lesson.
understand the subject well enough in order to score.
part and parcel of life.
without sadness, can you know what is true happiness?
without flowers there is no fruits.
keep this in mind :
you can never affect only yourself.
without fail, there is always another party who is affected.
the point that i'm getting at is :
have patience.
if the things/guy/girl is meant to be yours, sooner or later it will.
if not, accept it.
you may even have a better outcome.
i bet some do have question marks.
well, i can't deny the topic is really deep.
go start pondering and share with me yours.
rather than celebrating new year, try reflecting.
Saturday, December 31
late night out
*pictures will be posted soon.*
i head home at 0315 hrs this morning.
don't get the wrong idea.
do i look that sort who always go home late?
those party all night long?
if you think so, you are so so wrong!
i never really liked party.
cause i'm an anti-social.
sitting one corner, sipping my drink away.
perhaps if it's my party, it will be different.
because i'll have my entertainers, the twins (my mom and aunt).
well, yesterday went to trudy's house for a class gathering cum christmas cum new year party.
as usual, had to fetch the spoilt brat aka suliza. (btw, there will be more names for her later)
i don't know, both of us just couldn't connect with the crowds.
we are just in our own world.
had fun though, snapping pictures away.
for party go-ers: be responsible. when you drink, don't drive!
decided to bowl after the party.
*shakes head*
and suliza is just a d*mb a** or perhaps a b*mbo (no offence pal) haha.
out of the 10 rounds, she has like eight zeros for her scores.
man.
how terrible can she be?
i think the final scores for her was 16.
as she said, no motivation.
our supper was at west coast's mcdonalds
and a group of 4 guys try to seek attention.
they purposely walked past the car and again.
and they waited for us to go off, looking and smiling away.
and we were just uninterested.
and the stupid thing that i did was pressing the horn.
don't get me wrong, it's not that i'm flirting with them.
my hands accidentally rest on the steering wheels.
it was just embarrassing.
suliza, i agree.
it was just our stupid day.
and i had fun.
i love the pics.
and i'm hooked.
terribly hooked to sudoku.
so funn!
maybe because it's been a long time since i work with numbers.
all thanks to you for introducting to my new love!
you: it seems like you're getting better.
and again i like the "are you ok" kinda stare.
professor in the making eh?
the sight of 8 at the end of the hugs never failed to make me smile.
thanks.
it's patience that i'm lacked.
and endurance is the word.
but everything has its limits.
thus, what can i do?
be red or blue?
ignorance or concern?
i wonder, i wonder.
craving for mcdonalds' hotcakes.
yum yum.
i head home at 0315 hrs this morning.
don't get the wrong idea.
do i look that sort who always go home late?
those party all night long?
if you think so, you are so so wrong!
i never really liked party.
cause i'm an anti-social.
sitting one corner, sipping my drink away.
perhaps if it's my party, it will be different.
because i'll have my entertainers, the twins (my mom and aunt).
well, yesterday went to trudy's house for a class gathering cum christmas cum new year party.
as usual, had to fetch the spoilt brat aka suliza. (btw, there will be more names for her later)
i don't know, both of us just couldn't connect with the crowds.
we are just in our own world.
had fun though, snapping pictures away.
for party go-ers: be responsible. when you drink, don't drive!
decided to bowl after the party.
*shakes head*
and suliza is just a d*mb a** or perhaps a b*mbo (no offence pal) haha.
out of the 10 rounds, she has like eight zeros for her scores.
man.
how terrible can she be?
i think the final scores for her was 16.
as she said, no motivation.
our supper was at west coast's mcdonalds
and a group of 4 guys try to seek attention.
they purposely walked past the car and again.
and they waited for us to go off, looking and smiling away.
and we were just uninterested.
and the stupid thing that i did was pressing the horn.
don't get me wrong, it's not that i'm flirting with them.
my hands accidentally rest on the steering wheels.
it was just embarrassing.
suliza, i agree.
it was just our stupid day.
and i had fun.
i love the pics.
and i'm hooked.
terribly hooked to sudoku.
so funn!
maybe because it's been a long time since i work with numbers.
all thanks to you for introducting to my new love!
you: it seems like you're getting better.
and again i like the "are you ok" kinda stare.
professor in the making eh?
the sight of 8 at the end of the hugs never failed to make me smile.
thanks.
it's patience that i'm lacked.
and endurance is the word.
but everything has its limits.
thus, what can i do?
be red or blue?
ignorance or concern?
i wonder, i wonder.
craving for mcdonalds' hotcakes.
yum yum.
Monday, December 26
saturday.
*phew*
last week has been a blast!
it's just full of fun, surprises and enjoyment.
weeeeeee!
went out with my classmates on the sat to celebrate jesyln's and my belated birthday.
altogether there were 7 girls.
the girls that i've been hanging out in class.
jeslyn. sakeenah. joanna. nadiah. estya. jolyn. the other girl, go figure.
the best gossip group. haha.
they are just so sweet lah.
they bought secret recipe's cake.
2 kg.
poor estya, she must had tough time carrying the cake.
the results of being carried around for 4 hours
there's white and milk chocolate
a birthday girl who is afraid of the camera
one big happy family! (mom - child - dad)
green balls!
thanks girls, i truly enjoyed myself. btw, joanna is missing.
that was the first time we ever had that kind of outing.
we met and head to ljs to had lunch.
afterwhich we bowl and arcade.
it was cool lah. cause i never bowl before. haha.
the arcade part was funny.
there was this machine when you're supposed to tap on the huge buttons.
only 3 players can be played.
but we girls, paired up to challenge within one another.
screams can be heard. *looks around*
haha.
next time, i know where to go when i'm down.
went to the zoo on christmas
with my sisters, cousin and you you.
kinda tiring though, but it's been *ehem* donkey years since i went there.
overall, it was great!
i'm so relieved that i realised that i'm not in a rush.
you: well, don't think too much. relax alright?
concentrate on your papers which i know you can score *winks*
*grins* thanks for the mms.
you you: i had fun at the zoo.
i felt better sharing out.
thank you for your understanding.
oh yes, thanks for the tickets and food. *burp*
ok, back to projects.
last week has been a blast!
it's just full of fun, surprises and enjoyment.
weeeeeee!
went out with my classmates on the sat to celebrate jesyln's and my belated birthday.
altogether there were 7 girls.
the girls that i've been hanging out in class.
jeslyn. sakeenah. joanna. nadiah. estya. jolyn. the other girl, go figure.
the best gossip group. haha.
they are just so sweet lah.
they bought secret recipe's cake.
2 kg.
poor estya, she must had tough time carrying the cake.
the results of being carried around for 4 hours
there's white and milk chocolate
a birthday girl who is afraid of the camera
one big happy family! (mom - child - dad)
green balls!
thanks girls, i truly enjoyed myself. btw, joanna is missing.
that was the first time we ever had that kind of outing.
we met and head to ljs to had lunch.
afterwhich we bowl and arcade.
it was cool lah. cause i never bowl before. haha.
the arcade part was funny.
there was this machine when you're supposed to tap on the huge buttons.
only 3 players can be played.
but we girls, paired up to challenge within one another.
screams can be heard. *looks around*
haha.
next time, i know where to go when i'm down.
went to the zoo on christmas
with my sisters, cousin and you you.
kinda tiring though, but it's been *ehem* donkey years since i went there.
overall, it was great!
i'm so relieved that i realised that i'm not in a rush.
you: well, don't think too much. relax alright?
concentrate on your papers which i know you can score *winks*
*grins* thanks for the mms.
you you: i had fun at the zoo.
i felt better sharing out.
thank you for your understanding.
oh yes, thanks for the tickets and food. *burp*
ok, back to projects.
Friday, December 23
a day has pass
once upon a time,
there live a girl named nurul atirah.
she was blessed to have experienced such a magical day.
words that described my 22 december 2005
marvellous. wonderful. blissful. sweet.
touched. ecstatic. joy. laughter. blithe.
carefree. smiles. exciting. happiness.
blessed. magical. elated. contented.
high. gleeful. intoxicated. overjoyed.
fun. delighted. glad. cheerful. perky.
the birthday wishes keep on pouring in till 2359 hrs.
i like the feeling of being remembered.
it's something like i've made an impact in their life.
either in a good or a bad way.
haha.
well, i can be a bad influence at times.
don't be fooled by innocent outlook. *sticks out tongue*
heh.
i had my brithday celebration way before 22/12 as my lovely friends knows that i'll be having floorball training.
yep, so basically i spent my birthday in school.
floorball was from 2 till 9.
and i've gotten some 'presents' from it. those shots lah.
i received 2 hard ones on my face. tears just went out for a while. pain lah. haha. one on the forehead, the other my chin.
and some shots all over my body.
went to school earlier to revise a module.
and i so love my morning!
how i wish that every day is my birthday.
19 hmmm.
on the 18th, i had a celebration with shikin, suliza and insyirah.
man, it was a messy one.
they decided to sabotage me with glitter all over me, especially on my face and ask me to put a crown on my head.
how thoughtful of you, suliza.
i love the chocolate cake and the purple rose. heh.
just look at the pic below.
presenting our dinner! *ta-da*
the good looking chocolately cake
who is she? have i seen her somewhere? *looks around* is she the insane ruler of a particular country?
the end result. the cutleries are sponsored by kfc.
look at the rose!
at harbourfront toilet after those messy celebration.
look closely and you can see those shiny things called glitters on my face. it was horrible having it stuck on your face.
glitters fully sponsored by suliza. and she knows how much i hate them! argh.
we look oh so sweeeet!
the three girls that made my day. suliza - shikin - insyirah
i love you all! *muacks x 22*
the magic ends when the clock striked midnight.
below are those who managed to wish me in time. heeeee.
*shikin, nazierah, suraj, fara, eeling : thanks for the sweet testimonals.
*shiya, sakeenah : thanks for the sms wishes.
*tzul : thanks for the last minute smses.
*wahyuddin : thanks for the gift and making me smile.
*shafie, mutalib, wahyuddin : thanks for the constant smses. haha.
*mom, dad : thanks, i love you both.
*hedzlyn, aidah, aishah, aisah : thanks for the hug!
*aidah, amilin, sue, ayu, nani, hedzlyn, aisah, ulfah, ayu, zana, umyrah, lisa, fad, fariza, ira, najib, jasmine, aishah: thanks for the birthday song and the wonderful fun training!
*syahidah, ivis : thanks for the e card!
*aidah: thanks for that constant wishes! haha. i love you too!
*suliza: thanks for that almost cry entry! i love you. *muacks*
*oops* did i leave anyone out?
do inform me.
the magical day will stay for a long, long time in her mind.
btw, did you noticed the hugs was 002212? haha. *grins*
thank you, thank you.
this year is much better than last year's.
is this a blessing for being single?
only god knows.
there live a girl named nurul atirah.
she was blessed to have experienced such a magical day.
words that described my 22 december 2005
marvellous. wonderful. blissful. sweet.
touched. ecstatic. joy. laughter. blithe.
carefree. smiles. exciting. happiness.
blessed. magical. elated. contented.
high. gleeful. intoxicated. overjoyed.
fun. delighted. glad. cheerful. perky.
the birthday wishes keep on pouring in till 2359 hrs.
i like the feeling of being remembered.
it's something like i've made an impact in their life.
either in a good or a bad way.
haha.
well, i can be a bad influence at times.
don't be fooled by innocent outlook. *sticks out tongue*
heh.
i had my brithday celebration way before 22/12 as my lovely friends knows that i'll be having floorball training.
yep, so basically i spent my birthday in school.
floorball was from 2 till 9.
and i've gotten some 'presents' from it. those shots lah.
i received 2 hard ones on my face. tears just went out for a while. pain lah. haha. one on the forehead, the other my chin.
and some shots all over my body.
went to school earlier to revise a module.
and i so love my morning!
how i wish that every day is my birthday.
19 hmmm.
on the 18th, i had a celebration with shikin, suliza and insyirah.
man, it was a messy one.
they decided to sabotage me with glitter all over me, especially on my face and ask me to put a crown on my head.
how thoughtful of you, suliza.
i love the chocolate cake and the purple rose. heh.
just look at the pic below.
presenting our dinner! *ta-da*
the good looking chocolately cake
who is she? have i seen her somewhere? *looks around* is she the insane ruler of a particular country?
the end result. the cutleries are sponsored by kfc.
look at the rose!
at harbourfront toilet after those messy celebration.
look closely and you can see those shiny things called glitters on my face. it was horrible having it stuck on your face.
glitters fully sponsored by suliza. and she knows how much i hate them! argh.
we look oh so sweeeet!
the three girls that made my day. suliza - shikin - insyirah
i love you all! *muacks x 22*
the magic ends when the clock striked midnight.
below are those who managed to wish me in time. heeeee.
*shikin, nazierah, suraj, fara, eeling : thanks for the sweet testimonals.
*shiya, sakeenah : thanks for the sms wishes.
*tzul : thanks for the last minute smses.
*wahyuddin : thanks for the gift and making me smile.
*shafie, mutalib, wahyuddin : thanks for the constant smses. haha.
*mom, dad : thanks, i love you both.
*hedzlyn, aidah, aishah, aisah : thanks for the hug!
*aidah, amilin, sue, ayu, nani, hedzlyn, aisah, ulfah, ayu, zana, umyrah, lisa, fad, fariza, ira, najib, jasmine, aishah: thanks for the birthday song and the wonderful fun training!
*syahidah, ivis : thanks for the e card!
*aidah: thanks for that constant wishes! haha. i love you too!
*suliza: thanks for that almost cry entry! i love you. *muacks*
*oops* did i leave anyone out?
do inform me.
the magical day will stay for a long, long time in her mind.
btw, did you noticed the hugs was 002212? haha. *grins*
thank you, thank you.
this year is much better than last year's.
is this a blessing for being single?
only god knows.
Thursday, December 22
happy birthday me!
hmmm..
22nd december
what's with that day?
*ponders with a cheeky smile*
to all: have a great 22nd of december!
even though, my day has yet to pass.
i can sense that the rest of my day is gonna be pleasant.
nothing is going to ruin it.
try being such as a**.
it will be my pleasure to entertain you.
i admit ihate dislike19.
but it's not that bad afterall.
i'm starting to enjoy it.
thanks to those who remembered.
thanks to those who showered me with gifts.
has 19 makes me weaker?
cause tears tend to welled up my eyes whenever i read those birthday wishes.
*ehem* i love being pampered.
take care everyone.
i love you all.
it's just almost 0900 hrs and i've gotten this.
*suliza:thanks for your touching testimonial, thanks for tagging, thanks for the fun outing, thanks for calling and wishing me, thanks for the purple rose, cake and the top!
*shikin: thanks for your wonderful entry, thanks for the *winks* patience outing, thanks for the cake.
*syafiqah and insyirah: thanks for the lovely white skirt!
*aishah, joanna, aidah, shafie, human: *grins widely* thanks for tagging your wishes.
*jeslyn, sutrisno, wahyuddin, shafie, mutalib, farid, joanna: thanks for donating your 5 cents. *smiles*
*haziq, hazirah, fatin, syafiqah, insyirah: *cover ears*thanks for that birthday song.
*mutalib: thanks for the day out and thanks for that stunned gift *ipodnano*
*afiq: thanks for the sweets!
*kak susi: thanks for wishing.
*nenek: thanks for the shoes and the pretty ear studs.
22nd december
what's with that day?
*ponders with a cheeky smile*
to all: have a great 22nd of december!
even though, my day has yet to pass.
i can sense that the rest of my day is gonna be pleasant.
nothing is going to ruin it.
try being such as a**.
it will be my pleasure to entertain you.
i admit i
but it's not that bad afterall.
i'm starting to enjoy it.
thanks to those who remembered.
thanks to those who showered me with gifts.
has 19 makes me weaker?
cause tears tend to welled up my eyes whenever i read those birthday wishes.
*ehem* i love being pampered.
take care everyone.
i love you all.
it's just almost 0900 hrs and i've gotten this.
*suliza:thanks for your touching testimonial, thanks for tagging, thanks for the fun outing, thanks for calling and wishing me, thanks for the purple rose, cake and the top!
*shikin: thanks for your wonderful entry, thanks for the *winks* patience outing, thanks for the cake.
*syafiqah and insyirah: thanks for the lovely white skirt!
*aishah, joanna, aidah, shafie, human: *grins widely* thanks for tagging your wishes.
*jeslyn, sutrisno, wahyuddin, shafie, mutalib, farid, joanna: thanks for donating your 5 cents. *smiles*
*haziq, hazirah, fatin, syafiqah, insyirah: *cover ears*thanks for that birthday song.
*mutalib: thanks for the day out and thanks for that stunned gift *ipodnano*
*afiq: thanks for the sweets!
*kak susi: thanks for wishing.
*nenek: thanks for the shoes and the pretty ear studs.
Saturday, December 17
bad bad week...
summary for the week:
.horrible.ugly.lethargic.bad.worse.worst.
.pathetic.unreasonable.evil.impatience.negative.busy.
.naggy.unrealiable.inunderstanding.weak.petty.
.undecisive.stress.pessimistic.tears.period.
dark mood: 98.8%
light mood: 1.2%
argh!
my worst week so far.
hope it will be the first and the last.
it was a week full of obstacles which i finally hurdled through.
the hurdling strained me physically, mentally.
along the process, i fell down.
but am glad to know that people are catching me.
thanks to those who listened to me.
thanks to those who advices me.
thanks to those who picked me up.
thanks to those who are patient with me.
thanks to those who went through with me.
those= my lovely family members + my determined cheerleaders aka my friends + my fierce yet gentle floorball team + you.
*iloveyouall
appreciate all your little efforts.
-------------------------------
weeee!
sakeenah and me donated blood on thursday.
nervous yet exciting.
was it painful?
well, honestly,
i think it was.
only a teenie weenie little pain.
those kind of pain that you can still endure.
i'm quite scared of the needles lah.
since my stay in the hospital.
cause almost every day, for 5 days, i was injected with a needle that is at least 5 cm long on alternate hands because either one got swollen.
i was injected on the opposite side of the palm, the thin layer of the epidermis.
ahhh, enough of those.
friday, we went to other nurseries for plant genetics.
went inside this 'fridge' which stores the cut flowers.
the temperature they make it like the temperate countries so that the plants from those country can tahan and look good.
and i realised that i like cut flowers better than plants.
cut flowers are colourful and so preeety!
the flowers totally took my breath away.
purple roses turns me on.
*oops*
i've been too busy that there wasn't time for me to spend it with my favourite friends.
the SS.
i'm sorry shikin.
i'm sorry suliza.
i truly dearly miss both of you.
thanks for booking me in advance.
*smiles*
understanding is what both of you has.
i can't resist you and your charms.
out of the 1.2%, you contribute 0.8%.
*a huge grins*
thank you.
*humming a birthday tune*
.horrible.ugly.lethargic.bad.worse.worst.
.pathetic.unreasonable.evil.impatience.negative.busy.
.naggy.unrealiable.inunderstanding.weak.petty.
.undecisive.stress.pessimistic.tears.period.
dark mood: 98.8%
light mood: 1.2%
argh!
my worst week so far.
hope it will be the first and the last.
it was a week full of obstacles which i finally hurdled through.
the hurdling strained me physically, mentally.
along the process, i fell down.
but am glad to know that people are catching me.
thanks to those who listened to me.
thanks to those who advices me.
thanks to those who picked me up.
thanks to those who are patient with me.
thanks to those who went through with me.
those= my lovely family members + my determined cheerleaders aka my friends + my fierce yet gentle floorball team + you.
*iloveyouall
appreciate all your little efforts.
-------------------------------
weeee!
sakeenah and me donated blood on thursday.
nervous yet exciting.
was it painful?
well, honestly,
i think it was.
only a teenie weenie little pain.
those kind of pain that you can still endure.
i'm quite scared of the needles lah.
since my stay in the hospital.
cause almost every day, for 5 days, i was injected with a needle that is at least 5 cm long on alternate hands because either one got swollen.
i was injected on the opposite side of the palm, the thin layer of the epidermis.
ahhh, enough of those.
friday, we went to other nurseries for plant genetics.
went inside this 'fridge' which stores the cut flowers.
the temperature they make it like the temperate countries so that the plants from those country can tahan and look good.
and i realised that i like cut flowers better than plants.
cut flowers are colourful and so preeety!
the flowers totally took my breath away.
purple roses turns me on.
*oops*
i've been too busy that there wasn't time for me to spend it with my favourite friends.
the SS.
i'm sorry shikin.
i'm sorry suliza.
i truly dearly miss both of you.
thanks for booking me in advance.
*smiles*
understanding is what both of you has.
i can't resist you and your charms.
out of the 1.2%, you contribute 0.8%.
*a huge grins*
thank you.
*humming a birthday tune*
Wednesday, December 14
moodiness has strike!
i'm truly am amazed with myself.
by the way i react, think and feel.
a lot of thing that i did really doesn't represent me at all.
it need to be controlled.
if not,
i can be so unlike me lah,
not the nurul atirah you people know.
it's the harita lurun.
how awful is that?
eeeeeeeee.
but there's one thing that never change.
the way i feel for you.
i felt like eating this lah, that lah.
a lot of emotions i'm going through.
bliss, frustrated, irritated, hungry, tired, sleepy, stress, idiotic and blah, blah, blah.
and my body seems like it's out of batt.
aiyo, i can't tahan this moodiness.
cause i may never know what things i will do.
it is really unpredictable.
scary.
i rather like those routines than changes.
nevertheless, i'm still thankful to god.
8 more days!
weeee!
i don't know why but i'm just so excited for this coming birthday.
really am.
*ponders*
thanksforallthethingsyoudid.
*kisskiss*
by the way i react, think and feel.
a lot of thing that i did really doesn't represent me at all.
it need to be controlled.
if not,
i can be so unlike me lah,
not the nurul atirah you people know.
it's the harita lurun.
how awful is that?
eeeeeeeee.
but there's one thing that never change.
the way i feel for you.
i felt like eating this lah, that lah.
a lot of emotions i'm going through.
bliss, frustrated, irritated, hungry, tired, sleepy, stress, idiotic and blah, blah, blah.
and my body seems like it's out of batt.
aiyo, i can't tahan this moodiness.
cause i may never know what things i will do.
it is really unpredictable.
scary.
i rather like those routines than changes.
nevertheless, i'm still thankful to god.
8 more days!
weeee!
i don't know why but i'm just so excited for this coming birthday.
really am.
*ponders*
thanksforallthethingsyoudid.
*kisskiss*
Saturday, December 10
sickening attitude
sorry,
for those to have go through my moodiness.
especially you.
i can be such an a** h**e at times.
and i can't believe that i was that way yesterday.
a total different transformation.
at the end of yesterday,
i felt guilty, futile, unreasonable.
for hurting you the most.
and it causes some of those *ehem* precious tears.
i think there were like 7 times when tears welled in my eyes,
whenever i think of you.
you never left my mind.
*ylraeduoyssimi
thanks for your endless understanding.
btw, it wasn't a waste that you called.
cause it did make a little of my day.
and today is great!
hearing your energetic tone and the *ehem* daffy you.
i'm sorry to hear that you're unable to make to the next round.
i believed you have give what you got.
i'm still proud of you.
for those to have go through my moodiness.
especially you.
i can be such an a** h**e at times.
and i can't believe that i was that way yesterday.
a total different transformation.
at the end of yesterday,
i felt guilty, futile, unreasonable.
for hurting you the most.
and it causes some of those *ehem* precious tears.
i think there were like 7 times when tears welled in my eyes,
whenever i think of you.
you never left my mind.
*ylraeduoyssimi
thanks for your endless understanding.
btw, it wasn't a waste that you called.
cause it did make a little of my day.
and today is great!
hearing your energetic tone and the *ehem* daffy you.
i'm sorry to hear that you're unable to make to the next round.
i believed you have give what you got.
i'm still proud of you.
Sunday, December 4
weee... happy birthday shikin!
i'm enjoying my life.
loving every minute of it.
all thanks to the poeple that surrounds me.
18 more days!
i'm getting excited.
*humming a birthday tune*
i know it's way past 1st december.
but it's never too late to still wish a happy birthday!
happy 19th birthday dearest lovely pal!
it's more like a belated birthday.
went back with her on the 1st december.
and gave her a mini surprise.
gave her a bunch of bright pink daises and a box of chocolates.
i hope you like it.
i know you're embarrassesd to carry it. haha.
shikin, i hope you had fun on 2nd december.
i can't deny, it's been a long time since i had a really good time with my girlfriends.
taking pics, gossiping, acting like fools.
and i know, suliza and me are mean people.
we bought a 'child' for you, making you walk around town with her floating.
a huge balloon.
haha. *sticks out tongue*
come on pal, it doesn't happen every day.
and i knew it's been a long long time since you held that kind of balloon.
i admire your braveness.
afterwhich we take away and head to botanic gardens to eat.
woooo.. really enjoyable and peaceful to hear the birds chirping.
having both of my dearest pal there to enjoy the environment.
the place is so green.
heh, what did you expect from the botanic gardens?
purple? haha.
sitting on the grass patches, eating long john meal away. haha.
had some photo session after eating.
we lay on the ground, pose, pose, pose.
and we're fortunate enough to have a background music from a wedding nearby.
we had our own mini party and danced the eveving away.
great! just awesome!
the mood is perfect.
our day doesn't end that way.
we fetch extra reinforcement (my sisters and my cousin) and went to the airport.
by the time we reached there was already 9 plus.
all were sleepy.
but we managed to lighten our moods.
and again, took pics.
loads of them.
all of us acting like a fool.
creative poses.
i love you.
thanks for the joyous fun.
14 years eh?
i bet the number will be increasing.
people come and go.
i'm sure that you're not one of them.
you are with me till the end.
thanks pal.
loving every minute of it.
all thanks to the poeple that surrounds me.
18 more days!
i'm getting excited.
*humming a birthday tune*
i know it's way past 1st december.
but it's never too late to still wish a happy birthday!
happy 19th birthday dearest lovely pal!
it's more like a belated birthday.
went back with her on the 1st december.
and gave her a mini surprise.
gave her a bunch of bright pink daises and a box of chocolates.
i hope you like it.
i know you're embarrassesd to carry it. haha.
shikin, i hope you had fun on 2nd december.
i can't deny, it's been a long time since i had a really good time with my girlfriends.
taking pics, gossiping, acting like fools.
and i know, suliza and me are mean people.
we bought a 'child' for you, making you walk around town with her floating.
a huge balloon.
haha. *sticks out tongue*
come on pal, it doesn't happen every day.
and i knew it's been a long long time since you held that kind of balloon.
i admire your braveness.
afterwhich we take away and head to botanic gardens to eat.
woooo.. really enjoyable and peaceful to hear the birds chirping.
having both of my dearest pal there to enjoy the environment.
the place is so green.
heh, what did you expect from the botanic gardens?
purple? haha.
sitting on the grass patches, eating long john meal away. haha.
had some photo session after eating.
we lay on the ground, pose, pose, pose.
and we're fortunate enough to have a background music from a wedding nearby.
we had our own mini party and danced the eveving away.
great! just awesome!
the mood is perfect.
our day doesn't end that way.
we fetch extra reinforcement (my sisters and my cousin) and went to the airport.
by the time we reached there was already 9 plus.
all were sleepy.
but we managed to lighten our moods.
and again, took pics.
loads of them.
all of us acting like a fool.
creative poses.
i love you.
thanks for the joyous fun.
14 years eh?
i bet the number will be increasing.
people come and go.
i'm sure that you're not one of them.
you are with me till the end.
thanks pal.
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