mr policeman, your missus misses you!
she's been thinking about you the whole of today, yesterday, the day before yesterday, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow...
her seriousness can only be taken away when she's with you.
let's have a date soon.
haha.
i love you baby.
Monday, July 31
Sunday, July 30
really sick.
it seems to be like my birthday.
but nah, few more months to go till i turn 20.
28 july
i thought my day was going to be a really good one after school.
flowers and cupcakes to accompany me home.
(how? do i have the potential to be a florist?)
a date at midnight to watch the lake house.
all planned out nicely.
something interrupted my day.
in floristry class, my stomach was a little strange.
decided to ignore it.
it got even worst when i was attending a meeting at night.
i was giddy, my stomach was in pain, i felt like shi**ing and funny funny feelings came in my mouth; the taste before you want to vomit.
terrible i tell you.
lucky i reached home safely.
once i stepped in my house, head to the toilet to throw undigested food from my mouth.
just yucky!
thankfully, 2 days earlier my mom went to the doctor.
she has the same problems that i'm suffering.
ate her medicine.
it helped.
29 july
i slept the whole day through
sleeping is fun.
haha.
for now, i'm still sick.
last week, there was a retreat for the grassroots leader.
it was at malacca.
had a great time mingling with other people and the adviser.
i feel so much involved now.
haha.
the flowers are the products of our hard work.
our : jeslyn, peggy, sakeenah, joanna and me.
i'm so proud of us and the flowers.
hee.
sweetheart, you must be soundly asleep after a tiring day of marching.
you remind me of a very adorable little boy who i'm proud of.
if i can, i would like to spend every breathing moment with you.
why?
cause i wouldn't want to miss anything.
i love you with all my heart.
Wednesday, July 26
numb.
the iap makes me numb.
i don't know how i should feel.
why?
argh. damn it.
it's really hard for me to see the plus points.
whenever i think of it, sadness starts to creep in.
some are happy with theirs.
they don't mind travelling an hour plus for their attachment.
why?
cause they like it.
me?
i have yet to accepted mine.
am i willing to spend 6 months being attached at hougang?
the travelling time to and fro will take me 3 hours.
i tried finding my positive self.
but can't.
it's sad.
really sad.
really very sad.
thank god for my family.
thank god for friends.
thank god for you.
i'm still very much in love with you.
i don't know how i should feel.
why?
argh. damn it.
it's really hard for me to see the plus points.
whenever i think of it, sadness starts to creep in.
some are happy with theirs.
they don't mind travelling an hour plus for their attachment.
why?
cause they like it.
me?
i have yet to accepted mine.
am i willing to spend 6 months being attached at hougang?
the travelling time to and fro will take me 3 hours.
i tried finding my positive self.
but can't.
it's sad.
really sad.
really very sad.
thank god for my family.
thank god for friends.
thank god for you.
i'm still very much in love with you.
Friday, July 21
Tuesday, July 18
Wednesday, July 12
miss.
i miss the old me.
because i think i've been extra sensitive and emotional.
does growing up means more tears to be shed?
i'm grateful.
ps. do support rahimah by calling 1900-112-1902 or sms 2 to 43657
she did sang well.
the song was nicely done and that's one of my favourite song.
haha.
god bless me.
and all of you too.
because i think i've been extra sensitive and emotional.
does growing up means more tears to be shed?
i'm grateful.
ps. do support rahimah by calling 1900-112-1902 or sms 2 to 43657
she did sang well.
the song was nicely done and that's one of my favourite song.
haha.
god bless me.
and all of you too.
Monday, July 10
stuffs.
things has been haywire for me.
i felt anger within me.
i thought i could handle it like a young mature adult.
i was so wrong.
that stubborness in me is just so hard to let go.
in the end, i'm like a young pampered girl who would end up sulking.
sometimes i wonder why.
i thought i was stronger.
am disappointed with myself.
i suppose it's the ebb and flow of life
there's a lot more to learn about myself.
well, well...
jeslyn aka beruang, thanks for that call.
i appreciate it.
you do know how to be lame.
i hope not much plants need to be staked and watering the >50 pots of plants went on smoothly.
life's been good for me except for my unpredictable mood swings.
my mood swings really affects how i feel and think about myself.
during this period of time, it seems that the negative side will try to overthrow the positive side.
and god never fails to show me the way, making me feel calm and have peace within myself.
and thinking of my adorable boyfriend does cheer me up.
all those silly moments made me smile to myself.
and that latest mms is just so cute!
haha.
i had 2 presentations today
1 of which was about intimate relationships.
researching regarding the topic was fun.
and i learnt a lot.
tag me if you would like to know more.
gentlemen, do take note:
"It is not just more communication that women desire from their mates, but rather, more talk about the marriage and about the relationship. A wife desires to talk about shared dreams and hopes. She wants and needs to know that her husband respects her opinions, admires the way she manages their household, likes her cooking, etc. and the way she looks. And she wants to hear it over and over again."
ladies, read up:
"Communication research shows that the average woman speaks nearly twice as many words as the average man. A woman normally speaks about 25,000 words daily, while a man tend to only speak 15,000 words. Therefore, it is understandable that men are content to engage in little, if any, conversation with their wives when they arrive home from work in the evening."
http://members.aol.com/elrophe/communicationinmarriage.html
so if you're having a problem communicating with your partner, i'm here to help.
at a cost of $0.02/minute.
haha.
good news!
it's going to be a year since i got my licence!
thus, the pasting of the bright orange and yellow triangle plate will be gone!
seriously, it is troublesome to keep on putting and taking off the triangle.
haha.
12th of july.
weeee...
i will only have 1 paper this semester; finance.
school will be ending around late august and attachment will be starting in late august.
sooooo... i have like two days to rest until i start my attachment.
pathetic i know.
i can't wait to start on it.
i can't wait to end it.
i can't wait to graduate.
i can't wait to further my studies.
i can't wait to graduate again.
i can't wait to get a proper job.
i can't wait to get married!
hahaha.
they are just my plans for the future.
it 'might/might not' be happening.
see whether god agrees with it.
*tick tock, tick tock*
i'm delighted to know that one of my besties has a boyfriend.
like finally!
and that catching up was good.
i love you.
be a good girl still.
haha.
shikin, when is yours?
hee..
saturday, i went to the ndp family day together with 2 of my cousins, my maid, my sister and his parents.
it's a sneak preview of the national day without the fun pack.
we received only a kiddy palace plastic bag filled with water bottle, 'bang bang' thingy and a strip of paper for your wrist.
doesn't matter lah.
i was just looking forward to the parade and the fireworks!
two of my loved ones participate in 2006's ndp.
my sister and my boyfriend.
syafiqah is in the red cross contigent.
while my mr policeman is in the guards of honour (spf) contigent.
was really proud of both of them.
and honey, we are so near yet so far.
back to the preview,
overall, it was ok.
not that bad.
not that scary.
engaged in a conversation with his mom.
his mom is really nice.
thank god.
i'm so lucky.
haha.
the crowd there were enthusiatic and full with energy even though it was under the scorching sun.
did enjoyed myself.
the children did too, especially jumping on the unused red and white 'bang bang' thingys to produce a 'pop' sound.
this week is one busy week for me.
and yes honey, the week pass very fast.
the next thing we know, it's monday again.
i'm getting sick.
runny nose and my throat hurts a little.
my nose is itchy.
been too stressful i guess.
suliza just called and siti is with her.
chatted a few things with them.
i hope we can have an outing next week.
with our boyfriends along.
haha.
it will be great!
both of you have fun tonight doll-ing up.
i wish i was there.
time check: 12:13am.
my blogging always take more than an hour.
too much things to spill out.
while typing this away,
there is this one familiar face that keeps appearing.
i wonder what you're doing
i miss you so much even though it's just a day we've been apart.
i truly have no regrets choosing you to be my best man.
and i hope our love will last till eternity.
when did we bring up the topic about marriage?
hmmm..
even though you're not perfect, you're perfect to me.
i accepted you and your flaws.
i love you the way you are.
and you called.
seeing you for a mere minutes made my heart beats with joy.
your hair is always nice.
you looked tired.
rest well honey.
we weren't ourselves that night. so pardon us.
when you are running out of poses, use your imaginations. let it run freely.
i like this pic. a dumb lame face smiling.
good morning readers.
may your day filled with lots of laughters and fun!
i felt anger within me.
i thought i could handle it like a young mature adult.
i was so wrong.
that stubborness in me is just so hard to let go.
in the end, i'm like a young pampered girl who would end up sulking.
sometimes i wonder why.
i thought i was stronger.
am disappointed with myself.
i suppose it's the ebb and flow of life
there's a lot more to learn about myself.
well, well...
jeslyn aka beruang, thanks for that call.
i appreciate it.
you do know how to be lame.
i hope not much plants need to be staked and watering the >50 pots of plants went on smoothly.
life's been good for me except for my unpredictable mood swings.
my mood swings really affects how i feel and think about myself.
during this period of time, it seems that the negative side will try to overthrow the positive side.
and god never fails to show me the way, making me feel calm and have peace within myself.
and thinking of my adorable boyfriend does cheer me up.
all those silly moments made me smile to myself.
and that latest mms is just so cute!
haha.
i had 2 presentations today
1 of which was about intimate relationships.
researching regarding the topic was fun.
and i learnt a lot.
tag me if you would like to know more.
gentlemen, do take note:
"It is not just more communication that women desire from their mates, but rather, more talk about the marriage and about the relationship. A wife desires to talk about shared dreams and hopes. She wants and needs to know that her husband respects her opinions, admires the way she manages their household, likes her cooking, etc. and the way she looks. And she wants to hear it over and over again."
ladies, read up:
"Communication research shows that the average woman speaks nearly twice as many words as the average man. A woman normally speaks about 25,000 words daily, while a man tend to only speak 15,000 words. Therefore, it is understandable that men are content to engage in little, if any, conversation with their wives when they arrive home from work in the evening."
http://members.aol.com/elrophe/communicationinmarriage.html
so if you're having a problem communicating with your partner, i'm here to help.
at a cost of $0.02/minute.
haha.
good news!
it's going to be a year since i got my licence!
thus, the pasting of the bright orange and yellow triangle plate will be gone!
seriously, it is troublesome to keep on putting and taking off the triangle.
haha.
12th of july.
weeee...
i will only have 1 paper this semester; finance.
school will be ending around late august and attachment will be starting in late august.
sooooo... i have like two days to rest until i start my attachment.
pathetic i know.
i can't wait to start on it.
i can't wait to end it.
i can't wait to graduate.
i can't wait to further my studies.
i can't wait to graduate again.
i can't wait to get a proper job.
i can't wait to get married!
hahaha.
they are just my plans for the future.
it 'might/might not' be happening.
see whether god agrees with it.
*tick tock, tick tock*
i'm delighted to know that one of my besties has a boyfriend.
like finally!
and that catching up was good.
i love you.
be a good girl still.
haha.
shikin, when is yours?
hee..
saturday, i went to the ndp family day together with 2 of my cousins, my maid, my sister and his parents.
it's a sneak preview of the national day without the fun pack.
we received only a kiddy palace plastic bag filled with water bottle, 'bang bang' thingy and a strip of paper for your wrist.
doesn't matter lah.
i was just looking forward to the parade and the fireworks!
two of my loved ones participate in 2006's ndp.
my sister and my boyfriend.
syafiqah is in the red cross contigent.
while my mr policeman is in the guards of honour (spf) contigent.
was really proud of both of them.
and honey, we are so near yet so far.
back to the preview,
overall, it was ok.
not that bad.
not that scary.
engaged in a conversation with his mom.
his mom is really nice.
thank god.
i'm so lucky.
haha.
the crowd there were enthusiatic and full with energy even though it was under the scorching sun.
did enjoyed myself.
the children did too, especially jumping on the unused red and white 'bang bang' thingys to produce a 'pop' sound.
this week is one busy week for me.
and yes honey, the week pass very fast.
the next thing we know, it's monday again.
i'm getting sick.
runny nose and my throat hurts a little.
my nose is itchy.
been too stressful i guess.
suliza just called and siti is with her.
chatted a few things with them.
i hope we can have an outing next week.
with our boyfriends along.
haha.
it will be great!
both of you have fun tonight doll-ing up.
i wish i was there.
time check: 12:13am.
my blogging always take more than an hour.
too much things to spill out.
while typing this away,
there is this one familiar face that keeps appearing.
i wonder what you're doing
i miss you so much even though it's just a day we've been apart.
i truly have no regrets choosing you to be my best man.
and i hope our love will last till eternity.
when did we bring up the topic about marriage?
hmmm..
even though you're not perfect, you're perfect to me.
i accepted you and your flaws.
i love you the way you are.
and you called.
seeing you for a mere minutes made my heart beats with joy.
your hair is always nice.
you looked tired.
rest well honey.
we weren't ourselves that night. so pardon us.
when you are running out of poses, use your imaginations. let it run freely.
i like this pic. a dumb lame face smiling.
good morning readers.
may your day filled with lots of laughters and fun!
Saturday, July 1
dreams.
i dreamt of iklil and you.
haha.
her up to no good face.
vain little pot.
haha.
her up to no good face.
vain little pot.
she danced her heart out when a song was being played, at times, sing-a-long to it. she will scold you back if you scolded her. she points around and said "bus" if she saw one. she does listen to instructions. her counting skills are all jumbled up. she is really one pampered little girl who has 2 moms, 2 dads and 7 siblings. if only when i was younger, i have 7 siblings around me who kept on entertaining me, i'll be one very happy girl. well, 2 moms and 2 dads without the siblings still makes me a happy kid. heh.
i so needed you at that time.
thanks darl.
i love you.
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