numb.

the iap makes me numb.
i don't know how i should feel.
why?
argh. damn it.
it's really hard for me to see the plus points.
whenever i think of it, sadness starts to creep in.
some are happy with theirs.
they don't mind travelling an hour plus for their attachment.
why?
cause they like it.

me?
i have yet to accepted mine.

am i willing to spend 6 months being attached at hougang?
the travelling time to and fro will take me 3 hours.

i tried finding my positive self.
but can't.

it's sad.
really sad.
really very sad.

thank god for my family.
thank god for friends.

thank god for you.
i'm still very much in love with you.