really sick.

it seems to be like my birthday.
but nah, few more months to go till i turn 20.

28 july
i thought my day was going to be a really good one after school.
flowers and cupcakes to accompany me home.



(how? do i have the potential to be a florist?)
a date at midnight to watch the lake house.
all planned out nicely.

something interrupted my day.
in floristry class, my stomach was a little strange.
decided to ignore it.
it got even worst when i was attending a meeting at night.
i was giddy, my stomach was in pain, i felt like shi**ing and funny funny feelings came in my mouth; the taste before you want to vomit.
terrible i tell you.
lucky i reached home safely.
once i stepped in my house, head to the toilet to throw undigested food from my mouth.
just yucky!

thankfully, 2 days earlier my mom went to the doctor.
she has the same problems that i'm suffering.
ate her medicine.
it helped.

29 july
i slept the whole day through
sleeping is fun.
haha.

for now, i'm still sick.

last week, there was a retreat for the grassroots leader.
it was at malacca.

had a great time mingling with other people and the adviser.
i feel so much involved now.
haha.






the flowers are the products of our hard work.
our : jeslyn, peggy, sakeenah, joanna and me.
i'm so proud of us and the flowers.
hee.

sweetheart, you must be soundly asleep after a tiring day of marching.
you remind me of a very adorable little boy who i'm proud of.
if i can, i would like to spend every breathing moment with you.
why?
cause i wouldn't want to miss anything.
i love you with all my heart.