tired.

i'm seriously in need of a rest!
i thought my last few days will be relaxing and easy going.
but but but....
i was so so wrong!
after today, i'm dreading it.
i really can't wait for friday to come so that i'll be alive.

i was pushed to do lots of last minute things.
i've already had my days to come planned out by my director.
i still have one day leave to replace the extra day.
looking at my situation, i can't afford to take the leave.
it's 4 more days and i'll have to give all that i've got.

today i had to go to a site.
most prob, tomorrow too.

i was really tired by the end of today.
when i get home, i get changed and head to my bed.
and sleep.
woke up at about 9 plus.

i think i'm getting sick.
my body is need of a good massage.
my shoulders and neck at in pain.
and my back pain is on.

i feel so weak and lifeless.
i'm hungry but no appetite due to the ulcers.
argh!

honey, i so need that trip with you and your parents.
we both deserve it and make sure we really enjoy it.
2 more weeks!

my boyfriend has been busy since he got his new post.
and i wonder how he managed to work longer hours than me.
at times, i'm just waiting for him to call or even a sms.
because it's always a bad timing whenever i call.
haha.
we are on a different wavelength now.

i'm worried for us.

but on the other hand,
i know we can pull this through. =)
if only you are here staring me in the eyes, you will know how much i miss you.
and i love you too.

i'm hoping for a less stressful day tomorrow.
please, please, please.