making time just for me.

i'm always in love with history.
the propagandas, the different ideologies, the wars.
all are just interesting.
but i didn't take history in the upper secondary.
during those teenage years, i thought that i would like to be an environmentalist.
taking care and studying mother earth.

i love humanities.
funny thing, i can't score well in them.
perhaps, i'm not able to express myself.

the two things that i enjoyed in my school years were science and mathematics.
it's always fun working with numbers.
a headache at times,
but once you're able to solve it,
that feeling of satisfaction is just amazing.
i miss that feeling.

enough of reminiscing my secondary school days,
yesterday we went to watch "letters from iwo jima"
it was a good movie showing how japanese were willing to serve their country and their emperor.
they have so much pride that if they lose, they committed suicide.
if you had seen "flags of our fathers", this was the japanese that they were fighting against.
and if you're observant enough, you're able to see the flag on the top of the hill.

some questions to ponder..

what is power?
money?
wealth?

can human ever be contented with what they got?

haha.
i think the answer is that obvious.

honey, i know you were busy.
i can imagine, if i were in a midst of some work,
i wouldn't want to be interrupted.
i rather finish it up, so that my mind is at peace.
thanks for taking time off to spend with me.
thanks for making me happy.
thanks for loving me so much.
i love you.