yearn.

right now as i'm blogging this away,
and even though i am chatting with him,
i am missing the partner,
terribly.

10 days.
the longest days apart.
definitely i am going to yearn for the partner,
wishing he was there with me to witness the moments together.
i might just stare at his pictures on the flight, before i head to sleep, when i wake up, when i have the free time, when travelling.
i sound sick,
yes,
love sick.
if i really can't stand it,
when i am at the point of crying,
the video calls will come in handy.
and with that i'll just brighten up. (i hope)

all i wish is that i won't have tears in my eyes while checking in at the airport.
afterwhich,
i imagined the partner embracing me with a hug that expresses love, care and concern.
while doing so,
i take in his scent and whisper my feelings for him.
separated by the clear partition,
i'll look back and gave him a final look,
which i will be rewarded by a smile and a wink.
and that will make me smile.

shikin,
i really need you to distract me.
haha.

honey,
what charm have you placed upon me till i can't get enough of you?
and baby,

i love you.