and so today is my second day in school since i purposely plan out my schedule with no lectures on tuesday (hopefully no tutorials too).
and friday is another free day.
so i can have dates with shikin.
=)
school started at 8 in the morning and i am stuck with the traffic and human jam.
it took me extra 30 mins to reach school.
i never like the peak hour.
who does anyway?
urgh!
i'm ending school at 6 in the evening,
another battle to get home.
oh noo!
even though the partner and i didn't have proper plans to meet up,
i managed to see, talk and tease the partner for 15 mins yesterday,
i've drove him to work.
(an act of service, so my shares will go upppppp)
haha.
and i've always enjoyed getting calls from him.
especially those when he was smiling or laughing at the other line to greet me.
it gives me a boost to my mood.
like sugar rush.
=)
i didn't expect myself to be lovesick after 2 years with him.
but i still am.
oh darling,
what have you drugged me with?
every night before i surrender myself to hours of rest,
i would always looked through messages from him and the pictures of us.
sweet memories starts lingering in my mind,
and i smiled myself every night to sleep.
no matter how tired i am,
i would still think of us.
it gives me a sense of accomplishment,
to know that something in my life finally went right.
the relationship we're having is too precious to give up on.
there's that something indescribable feeling.
both of us are working hard for our future together.
plans have roughly been drawn out.
like the dates to details after marriage (where do we stay, when to buy a car, who's taking care of the children, etc).
we plan, but He decides.
i am sure the readers can already see how crazy i am over him still.
i can't help it but to express my thoughts and feelings about him.
okay,
i better stop now,
i should catch up with the readings!
sweetheart,
i love hearing and seeing you laugh.
when you do that, you reminded me of a small cheeky boy.
i love making you happy honey!
and baby,
i never left you out in my prayers,
as you have become an integral part of me.
and i always thank god for you.
He should know how pure my love for you.
