i'm excited!!!
i will be seeing the partner real sooon!
and spending 3 days straight with him,
and of course with his parents!
=)
morning him
day him
night him
i know he's gonna do a lot of teasing.
and we're gonna have a lot of laughing!
i am glad that his parents always bring me along to their family activities.
haha!
family bonding.
thank you makcik, pakcik.
now away from the happy tales,
for school,
i'm starting to be a little bit more hardworking in order to pull my grades up.
been doing some readings so as to understand the mistly modules clearer.
let's hope the hard work will be continuous.
i have several failures in life.
for the failures,
i thank god.
for every good and bad times,
i thank god.
i know that is how god challenge me,
He gives me the opportunities to challenge myself.
for that,
i see myself grow and believe in myself.
syukur alhamdullilah.
one failure that changes everything around was when i've received my results for psle.
i never expected to get below 200,
more to say,
it was 172.
i remember crying badly and the advices that my grandma and ma gave didn't help,
instead it made me feel worst.
but that 172 make me stronger as time went by.
it is something that i cling to so that i do not get arrogant.
being in an all girls environment,
it helped me to have confidence in myself and it gives me opportunities to grow.
i was a parade commander for 2 years in secondary school,
imagine that,
shouting out command to the contingents.
i still remember asking for permission to start the parade from the late principal, mrs lee.
i doubt if i were in a mixed school i am given a chance to be that because boys are seen to be the 'correct' person to be the one commanding.
and so the failure helped me worked harder and push myself.
as an individual,
i am still growing,
mentally, physically and spiritually.
still learning what is the purpose i am on earth.
how can i influence people in a good way, etc.
my life is full of questions that i am not afraid to seek.
but one of my questions is being answered,
who will i spend my lifetime with?
i am very pleased with the answer!
darling,
let's have goodS days together!
i love you.
