Tuesday, September 30

soon it's leaving us.

soon ramadhan is leaving us.
just few hours more.
today is the last day that we have to fast,
and the takbir can be heard over the radio in the evening.
as much as i'm supposed to be glad that i managed to get through the fasting month,
i can't help it that the sound of takbir makes me sad.
there's that sadness in it that it is hard to describe.
so fast the month has pass.

what i'm gonna miss most is breaking fast together with my family members and the partner,
this year,
it is countable on how many times i didn't break fast at home.
and perhaps another thing that i'll miss will be the terawih.
it helps to discipline myself and remind me that life on earth is not everything.

let's hope we'll get to meet the next ramadhan.
insyaAllah.

since raya is just on wednesday,
i'm sure everyone's mom has been nagging/reminding to clean the room and help around with the house.
and have their homes nicely decorated.
haha.

away from raya's preparations,
my sunday was simple.
the partner even though he didn't have enough sleep, fetched me over to his house.
and i was to help him to clean his room.
one of to do things is wiping his transformers toys.
i was astonished at his toys till i just sit and stare at the amount of toys he had.
i think it was more than 60 boxes of it.
i don't even know where to start counting it from.
we had a delicious meal prepared by his mom for buka.

after the cleaning up,
the both of us together with his parents rest and watched the formula 1 on tv.
we kept switching the channels from star sports to channel 5 whenener it was time for a commercial break because we don't want to miss anything.
every seconds is precious.
it was really, really, really interesting and exciting to watch it.
i have to admit it was my first time watching the the f1 race.
i'm glad i didn't miss it.
it was a nice easy feeling being with his family.
me and his dad kept laughing about some of the parts.
being there,
made me realised that i'm lucky.
i'm glad that his parents love me and things are going on well.
i can never ask for more.

sweetheart,
happy 999 day.
i love you with all my heart.