this is atirah reporting.
*goes out to the window to check*
the weather is sunny and the temperature right now would be in the range of 25-29 degrees celsius.
on top of the dining table there's toasted bread with margarine, kaya and jam.
accompanied by a jug of tea.
what a good and nice morning!
latest news!
i, now have an active facebook account.
so people,
you are free to add me!
i registered back in march but i ignored it till now.
i guess i can't resist seeing people in the house hooked to it.
juicy news!
shikin should be back by now from her indon trip!
apa kahbar bu?
yipeee! can get updates from her!
and saw suliza and nadiah in town.
my wednesday news.
i slept about 3 in the morning and wake up at late 5 am.
actually i wasn't sleepy that i slept.
it was because i was frightened by a sound made near my window.
insyirah heard it too.
it was a strange sound that it was hard for us to comprehend.
upon hearing it,
i stopped doing whatever i was doing and lie dead on the bed.
as hard as i can,
i avoid thinking of the unexplainable stuff and filled my mind with "what should my birthday present be?" thoughts until i fell asleep.
i had a fun day spent with the partner looking around for my birthday present,
followed by his soccer.
and we went home about midnight.
i felt good being able to see him and spend time together.
he really helped me out with the decision making.
when the night came, it was chilly that i had to put on his sweater and i was seated alone watching him played soccer.
i know he would like me to be there,
to give him support and critique on how he played.
he might not be able to represent singapore for soccer but i am still proud of him.
dear aunt agony.
the partner fetched me and we went to town to check out my birthday present.
he has allocated some amount of money for me to buy whatever i want.
at first thought i think shoes will be good,
even though i heard before that getting a pair of shoes from your loved ones is not good as both of you may drift apart or either one of us will walk away.
so i had a mission yesterday,
to find shoes.
but halfway,
as fickle as i am,
i am considering whether is it worth it to have shoes for a birthday present.
my list began to expand.
i don't know what should i get.
it should be something useful and meaningful and also something that will last me for a very long time.
well,
you see,
2 years back,
the partner bought me an espirit bag.
i still have it however i can't use it.
something wrong with the handle because i've been carrying heavy stuff inside my bag.
it so sayang to see my birthday gift become useless.
so now,
i've gotta be wiser.
shoes can get damaged too.
*sighs*
if i want a bag,
i need a bag that can withstand heavy load and must be good-looking too.
but i don't think i need a bag.
*sighs*
i really have no idea.
the partner suggested a pair of sunglasses.
but i don't really wear them unless when the sun is shining brightly at me while i'm driving.
*sighs*
so dear aunt agony (readers),
what should i get?
plans for today.
to attend 2 meetings at 8 pm.
other than that,
and oh! how can i forget?
to think of what should i get.
personal note.
honey,
i'm sorry that you have a girlfriend who needs constant reassurance.
i don't know whether it is just me or all the female species need it.
i know it can be tiring for you to repeat yourself and meant every word you said,
but it's those things that make me satisfied and secured.
at times,
it's just hard to explain what and why do females feel a certain way because you might not understand.
it's like soccer,
females don't understand why do males like watching it.
whatever it is,
i know you love me the way i am.
you are willing to love me time and time again despite my flaws.
this love we have is my best ever, our best ever.
and i want it to last till eternity.
let's make it a reality.
i love you.