when everything is going wrong,
i panic and my first thing to do is to call the partner.
that night,
we had a talk,
the talk that shows a lot.
even though we had disagreements about the advices he gave me,
he never gives up and kept repeating it, repharasing it, and think of new ways to solve it.
he's giving me all he can to help me get out of my gloomy state.
i am not taking advantage of it,
as much as i could,
i've always try to handle it by myself.
but when things get too messy,
i need the partner.
i am weak.
i can't handle it all by myself.
that talk made me realised something.
i am grateful to have someone who really will stand by me and get me through the difficult moment in life.
floorball training was fun that it makes me impatient for the next one.
it felt so good to be able to hold the stick and shoot the ball into the goal post.
and of course it was more enjoyable playing it with the partner.
pushing and teasing one another.
last sunday,
the three of us visited the Jacob Ballas Children's Garden.
and we all had fun!
we walked and walked and walked till we reached the treehouse!
and boy was atiqah excited when she saw the slides!
she even help us to take this picture.
the cheeky girl.
she was so happy when she saw the water play area!
and she kept pumping for water.
we had dinner at mad jack's.
for desserts,
we crossed over the road to island creamery.
at first,
we bought a mudpie to share.
but we had so much to talk about, that it made us buy another one.
the little girl had her own space for drawing.
the satisfied little girl!
honey,
god send you to me to help me ease my troubles and help me understand the meaning of life.
i appreciate what you have done for me.
i really miss you and gonna miss you till i got to see you again.
and honey,
thanks for loving me so much.