i can't sleep.
i wanted to sleep but i can't.
i spend my morning figuring out what's bothering me.
because i believe there's nothing that bothers me.
and i came to a few answers that can be suffice to the question.
hungry?
the pillow?
of how uncomfortable my sleeping position is because i have to squeeze with my sisters as i was scared to sleep alone?
or was it what i believe there's nothing seems to be something?
like the amount of money needed for textbooks.
like how not to put off things?
like how i felt guilty not fulfilling my spiritual life.
like having a debate in my mind about what i should and shouldn't do.
i think it's a mixture of those questions above that made me unable to fall asleep.
i don't know.
how could one just switch off one's mind?
to do that,
one's dead.
please let me have a good night sleep tonight.
so in the end,
i made a decision to drive myself for the dinner.
and traffic was a nightmare!
jam jam jam jam!
i really dislike having to travel at low speed and to keep braking.
so to cool down my nerves,
i listened to the radio and sing-a-long to the songs so that time will pass faster and all i know i'm free from the heavy traffic.
but what's worst?
having to wait for a parking space.
that was horrible!
the place sadly has 2 pathetic level with limited parking space.
and when it's full,
the carpark still let the cars in and made us drivers go driving round and round in a tight space to find a space.
the turning area was so small and tight that for once i was afraid to drive through it.
i took all the precaution i can to avoid getting any dent on the car,
go really slow, look at the both wing mirrors, sticking my body and head out an attempt to check my front left side and keeping looking at my right wing mirror.
if you think that as if the car dimension is big,
it is. .
it's fatter and longer.
there was several presentations to show how are we doing before dinner.
food was good but i don't really know how to appreciate some of the dishes (but i did try all).
the garlic naan (something that i wouldn't miss!)
my share of rice and dishes.
the 5 small bowls lookalike are dishes.
the ice cream which i didn't finish.
the mingling time.
i've always enjoyed listening and seeing the ladies in council talking about what they do,
full of experiences.
i really admire them,
i mean they have so many other things to juggle compare to me.
can i be like them?
successfully juggling things?
for today,
i will accompany syafiqah to the national library to collect a book which has her entry for the to my grandpa/grandma contest.
and in the evening,
participate in an interest group organised by nanyang's yec.
floorball.
haha!
and the partner agreed to come along and shoot some balls.
i think i want to catch desperate housewives right now.
have a great weekend readers!