i know i had to do something kept chanting in my mind.
i've tried finding nice 'get well soon' mms and nice free ecard to send him,
but i was disappointed with it.
so i kept on searching,
and i came across a decent bear ecard,
i was a click away in sending the ecard but i stop myself,
because i don't think the partner deserve the not-so-good-standard-kind-of ecard.
it's like i can do much more rather than just emailing him an ecard.
and from then,
my mind was filled with question marks.
i don't know what to do for him.
i even went to noel gifts website to find inspirations.
but it didn't help much.
suddenly,
something strucked my mind.
and i decided to proceed with it.
thank god it was successful.
syukur alhamdullilah.
while resting at home,
i received a call from the partner letting me know that school has ended for him and he's off to work to settle some work.
that's when i started to execute my plan.
by now,
you should have an idea what it was.
without him knowing,
i drove over to his work place to wait for him while he finishes up his work.
me, dressed in my track pants and a loose polo tee,
i stand quite a distant away.
and as time goes by,
the area that i was standing at switched off it's lights one by one.
and moments later,
i saw the partner walking out.
he took a look at me and he continued to walk to the car.
i approached him with an excited 'hi'
which he replied back in a nervous 'hi'.
as i got nearer,
he just realised it was me.
he couldn't make out who it was as the place was dark.
haha.
he was really surprise.
knowing that his parents weren't asleep yet since i gave them a call,
we head over his house.
i brought along mini chewy junior and a banana for the partner.
why a banana?
because i've read an article explaining the wonders of bananas.
and i hope it could help him to get well soon!
we had home-cooked dinner together and watched the recorded ninja warrior before i head back home.
while driving back with boring songs on the radio,
my phone illuminated,
it was a message from the partner.
(i saw it, but i never read it. well, who knows someone can saman me because of my entry. using handphone while driving.)
honestly,
when i reached home from school earlier,
i was really, really tired.
despite it,
i still carried on with my plans.
because to know that he's being appreciated and cared is so much more important.
i want to make up to him and wish him to get well soon.
even though i know i can't swim well,
for the partner,
i am willing to swim against the current,
i know my efforts in the relationship won't be wasted.
honey,
when it comes to you,
i'm a crazy fool.
i want you to know that i love you and willing to make things right,
so that the both of us can truly develop ourselves in a positive, enriching environment.
and oh,
now is already the 5th,
happy 38 months honey!
