at this point of time,
my weight is a concern to a number of people,
especially my grandma.
i have no idea how i lose weight,
i didn't even know how much i lose.
and people has been commenting that i should gain back some weight.
i've asked shikin to help me out,
and her reply was "how? you're eating so much lah"
haha!
i agree with her,
i still eat whatever i want.
normally in the past,
when i was stressed,
i gained weight till my face is round.
now,
i don't know what happened.
i am still stressed but instead of gaining,
i'm losing.
my current weight.
well, in a way i feel good that i can fit in most of my old clothings.
but i have to point out that my tummy is still there!
for now, i am not planning to lose anymore weight.
either i maintain this weight or gain some.
since my elderlies have been commenting so much about it.
so now,
i have to eat eat eat.
but fasting month is coming,
how to gain?
*suddenly remembers*
the raya season!
when delicious array of dishes would be prepared and every house visits, without failed would have food!
just about weight itself,
people are not satisfied.
then imagined if i gained weight,
then who knows they want me to shed it off?
aiyah!
susah la hidup!
what matters most is that i'm healthy.
not only physically but also mentally.
so get me back to normal mode.
where i am balanced in both.
=)
happy moments for 19 aug 09 haven't occur yet.
maybe later at home or something?
