Wednesday, August 19

the wish

i woke up with a bad stomach pain,
i thought i needed to go to the toilet until i realised it's a stomach cramp.
it has been so long since i had a bad pain when i have my period.

and by blogging,
i thought i would take my mind off the pain and focus on what has been happening with my life.

all i have to say is that the Almighty answers my prayers and show me guidance.
and i am truly grateful.
true enough,
He knows what is best for me.

i, now, have to cherish the time i have with my family members.
the ones who already knows what kind of person i am and still never fail to provide support.
i promise until the last breath of my life that i would try to make them lead a better, meaningful life.
they have all sacrifice a lot for me.
why is it so?
because they love me no matter how ugly i am.
they have been through it all,
and they are still not giving up on me.
now i can understand why the Almighty make me born in this family.
i have a loving and concerned parents who tire themselves to ensure their children lead a better life, and siblings who make me realised that it's a joy to have someone to disturb and tease with.
not forgetting my grandma who have done so much for me, something that i can't repay.

i still have so many things to learn, to practice and work towards.
and i hope to never slack,
but to give off my best in everything that i do.

my love life.
it has been something that i always believed in.
i think i talk a little too much that the Almighty has decided to show me a lesson.
i made mistakes too.
i know one thing i'm certain of,
i never made up any of it,
what i experienced is true.
we had the best times of our lives.
like what he said,
our love is unbelievable.
and i ask you, readers,
how often do you get that kind of love?

on how my love life is going on?
i don't dare to say.

i think i should head back to sleep since the pain has subside.
hope it don't come back.

god helps those who help themselves.