now that it's already december,
it means that in 20 days i will be celebrating my 23rd birthday.
age.
it's just a number.
it doesn't define the older you get the wiser you are.
however it is in the hands of the person to choose to be wiser or not.
i visted the de coder's cafe again with my bestfriends and the partner to celebrate shikin's 23rd.
it's quite late,
but here goes,
happy birthday shikin!
may you be happy with me always!
haha!
not that i've not been wanting to update my blog but i am too busy over the weekend about the pets carnival, revision, dates.
the pets carnival went on o-kay.
and i know i wouldn't want to be in-charge of it next time round.
to show his support,
the partner came down early sunday morning to help with a game stall.
exams was over yesterday and i was really happy about it.
my friend was asking "don't you feel sad that you just sat for your last exam in your schooling life?"
i gave a chuckle and replied "noooooo. not sad at all! i feel so happy that it's over!"
dates,
with the partner of course.
we had another de coder's cafe moments with the kids.
watched new moon (which i cried).
went bbq.
apart from happiness,
i was pretty disappointed at myself.
because recently i failed at doing the right things.
then i questioned myself.
what is right?
why couldn't my way be right?
to make me gain back the courage to move forward is to accept myself and think of various ways on how the situations can be handled.
when i'm down,
reading a book about islam always affirm me.
i am still trying to get used to the cycle of life.
anger.
it blinds us.
it hurts us too.
sometimes it makes us lose faith in ourselves.
but what, why makes us angry?
happiness don't last.
you should understand that by now,
to keep hanging on.
that's what you called life.
he loves me, more than anything he said.
never lose that vision of us i said.
