i came home bloated and almost vomitted.
i ate too full that there's no empty space for me to breathe.
i was just stuck in a position and i seek comfort by leaning my body towards his.
throughout the journey home,
while he was driving,
i rest my head on his shoulder and hear him sing songs that put me to sleep.
i am just too comfortable with him.
happy moments for 23rd august 09 is when we made things work.
i will remember this day for life.
just to be clear,
it doesn't take me a day to make that decision.
i've been considering about it for a month.
and eventually today,
we had a tearful conversation with one another to express ourselves.
and we've come to a conclusion,
we need one another to make our life better,
we still love one another.
just that at times,
our pride and ego gets in the way.
another happy moment was when we explore ion at orchard.
we were pretty pleased that there's crepes!
we automatically smile widely to one another upon seeing it.
and while walking through the stores,
it reminded us back in japan.
how much he wanted to go back there together.
it felt so good again to know that we're sure.
we decided to have swensen's ice cream buffet!
and god!
we became lazy after stuffing the sweet ice cream into our mouth.
throughout the dessert,
i can see his eyes sparkled like a child's.
i know he enjoyed his first time there.
our first.
our second.
and us.
he opened another 2 of his transformers to let me transform and play with it.
we had a great time being kids pushing our cars and doing stunts with it and came up with silly rules for our games.
if only he could see himself in my eyes,
he would know the reasons why.
god,
please show us the way.
i hope our decisions have your blessings in it.
make us realised how much we meant for one another.
cause it is in you we trust.