question: what makes you unique from anyone else?answer: the thumbprint.yes, we are all born with a unique code of thumbprint that is never the same as the others.but there are more to it than the thumbprint.our outbringing, our set of values, our personalities, the way we feel, the thoughts we have, are some factors that contribute which sets you apart from me.the way we are brought up,our childhood are always similar as our peers, we played at the void deck after school, etc.however we never experience the same kind of life they experienced.our lived experiences are different, unless you are a siamese twins.you would have no choice being stuck to your twin.you see the same people and you go thorugh the same places.but the siamese twins might not have the same personalities,if even they have,i must say it's just similar.therefore,no one can really understand you.if they say they do,the most they do is to put themselves in your shoes.and try to 'feel' and 'think' like you did. but it's never accurate.they are just not you.you are unique.thank god for that.
i had such a bad sleep yesterday.firstly, i can't stop worrying for the partner whether he will be done with his assignments, the stress that he has, our moments together, etc.secondly, my body aches and i didn't have a comfortable position to sleep.i kept tossing in bed because something just wasn't right.my prediction was right when morning comes,it was the unwillingness blood donation.because i know i'm gonna get the bloody cramps!the only thing that i just want to do was to rest at home and have a time of my own.but i've already had plans.first to accompany shikin for an interview,second to drive mom to beauty world to get her crochet stuffs.i managed to carry out the plans all because of panadol, to ease the discomfort.imagine those times without panadol, other medicines or medical advancement,people had no choice but to suffer in pain and perhaps die from it?ok i'm getting sleepy.just skip the below unless you are MightyMboy.
sweetheart, i really miss you very much.never a day i would start and end my day without thinking of you.the more i think about you,the happier i get.and i really like to make you smile and feel very happy.making you happy, makes me happy.i love you honey.
since i love making the partner laugh,which at times he giggles like a mischievous boy up to nothing good,i did something to make him laugh again.it may not be hilarious for you guys.but i'm certain he will laugh at the sight of it.presenting to you:THE 2 SUPERHEROES!MightyMboy
&SuperAtirahgirl
how darling?you laugh?haha!*beep* *beep*SuperAtirahgirl loves MightyMboy*end of message*
right now,there's seem to be a glitch on the tagboard.and also it's taking slightly longer time to load my page.please be back to normal soon!i can't smile properly.because there is an ulcer in my mouth which is at the side of my lip that is irritating me.after the weekend with the partner,i have to conclude.
the partner is one patient guy.and he loves me.
he is too kind that at times i took advantage of him in the form of my uncontrollable mood fluctuation caused by pms.
it's the time when i get too petty, too indecisive, and too etc etc etc.
he on the other hand who is aware that i am not me,
puts on a happy cheerful face to lighten up my mood.
which at times he had to be blame by some stupid thoughts that i had.
that is when communication is important.
how we have to crack our mind to argue intelligently to convince the other.
and it felt good after we talked about it. but hey,
when a girl is going through pms,
i bet she wouldn't want to feel the way she is feeling.
it's horrendous.
especially the stupid, silly negative thoughts that surround her mind.
she felt nothing is ever right, and she expected too much from people to please her.
and then she starts to focus too much on herself that she becomes a little insensitive.
i'm sure all girls has their cranky times.
ladies,
i'm sure you get what i mean.
and guys,
i'm sure you have to go through the cranky mood with your lady, the one which frustrate you.my saturday with him was alrite (due to the stupid bug).but my sunday with him was sweet and awesome!
sweetheart,
i thank god for you.
and if you notice,
there is a piece of note in your wallet.
=)you make me laugh time and time again.you make me feel how lucky i am to be in love,in love with you.it's magical!thanks hun!
congratulations singapore!for becoming the host of the youth olympics games in 2010.let show the world what the little red dot is capable of.=)and singaporeans, let us do our part.watched ps i love you again.this time round with shikin.and she likes it.i read somewhere that girls won't mind watching a show over and over again only if that show is able to move us emotionally.i agree to that.i've been missing the partner badly.real bad that i tend to flood his inbox. at times,i wish i was super busy that i can try to stop thinking about him and focus on other stuffs.i miss his presence.i miss going out with him.i miss having fun with him.and i'm starting to miss the sweet times.sweetheart,charm me again won't you?
imagine this.i was walking down the stairs at the interchange when i heard a faint voice that said "excuse me".i turned my head towards the direction,and i saw a teenager approaching me.i swear he was making eye contact with me.he wanted to ask me but i didn't give him a chance,i gave him a confused look and walk off.well,i guess i was tired by a long day in school today and all i wanted was to get home and rest.i had my good rest by watching a recorded gilmore girls.and it was sweet.=)next week is the recess week!
what's so special about this newspaper article that i place it in my blog?i was in school when mama in smsed me
"Ur boyfriend pic at straits time page 6 home"once i got to the busy bus stop,i quickly got myself the straits times to take a look at it.and i had a smile on my face that was witnessed by strangers.last friday,the partner and i watched ps i love you.it is a story that everyone could relate to, especially having to lose a love one.it is a very nice show that i will recommend.the dead man was really a good planner and it was really exciting on how his wife had to follow his instructions in order to experience what her husband wanted her to.i like the phrase "we absolutely have no idea what we want" when she was asked what do girls want.the storyline is even more touching, moving, sweeter and romantic compared to a walk to remember.if you cried while watching a walk to remember,be prepared to cry for this.not only once, but a few times.the partner didn't have complains about the show.he said it was moving and it was fun to see me in tears while watching the show.thanks ah honey.so so,last sunday we studied together.i helped him revised a module that he has trouble understanding.it was indeed fun studying together.=)very fun!
and at a point of time,we really need a break because we are going bonkers!the two goondus!
i love you.without you,i would be the person i am at a later time.you're a boost to my life.
last week's sentosa trip. 
to those who has voted,thank you!for those who have yet to vote,please do so.http://www.letlovebeyourmuse.com/View.aspx?ID=Atirah=)to most,february 14 is a very important day.that is when florists and gift shops hike up their prices like mad! (perhaps there might be a 3 times increase.)that is when you can see long queues at swensen's, pizza huts, delifrance and other restaurants.that is when you noticed more couples walk around at town, shopping centres, and other places.all because it was valentines' day.before i set to school,i assumed that there will be girls dressed up, all ready for date.my assumptions was right when i was on the journey to school.i saw a lot of girls not in shorts and a normal tee, but taking an effort to dress up for their dates. most of them were at their very best.for today,i just had a 2-hour tutorial and i'm done with school.soooo...after school,i head home and sleep!i don't have any plans today as the partner has classes till 10pm.it really doesn't matter that we have to go out on valentines' day because we don't celebrate it.the partner called me and asked me to check where his class location at.and i know he wasn't that pleased with the venue because it's a 8 mins walk.in the middle of the class,he smsed me that he's lost at what the lecturer was teaching.and we decided to study together this sunday as the both of us are taking similar module this semester.i can sense his frustrations.and he sounded so kesian.suddenly i have a plan popping out.asked him to call me once he's done with class.about 10 pm he called me,him: hey honey, what's up?me: nothing. so how was class?him: not good.me: ohh. nevermind we can study together honey. so how are you going home?him: take bus.me: oh really? why not you go to the carpark?him: why?me: because today you have a free ride home!him: *laughs* really ah?and that laughter was a genuine laughter.he was really pleased.so you guys know what happens next right?he wasn't driving today so i sent him home after his class.=)i was rewarded by his smiles and a peck on my cheek.and i gave him one of his favourite chocolates.it was really good to see him again!especially with his short and neat haircut!and after 4 days of not seeing him.we had a simple supper to fill our hungry stomach.
a good meal because the both of us were starving and also we had our best companion to eat together.and i have a date tomorrow!=)sweetheart,i'll do whatever i can to make you feel loved.because i know you deserve it.you will always have my undying love till the end of time.
when i got home last night,all i need were a quick shower, a new set of clean clothes and sleep!i was tired.i was out since 8.30am until 11pm.15 hours!which i spend 2/5 of the time sitting inside the car.i was together with the partner and his parents to visit his mom's relatives in malacca.i got to meet the partner's grandaunties, aunts and uncles.overall,a successful meet-ups!nice, friendy people that they made me feel welcomed.i am really grateful that his parents approved of me and wanted me to be a part of their family circle.it's just in a matter of time (in years) till i'll be totally involved in their family.the partner and i both were playing with his niece,a 10 month old girl.she was so cute that we had to take turns carrying her around.and it makes us want to have kids.to play with, to pamper to, to discipline to, to shower our love to.we will be one active parents!hahhah.now that i'm learning developmental psychology,i'm sure to apply those theories that i came across to my children.the ride home was beautiful when i looked up upon the sky.it was filled with stars in those dark stretch of the highway.in this time of my life,i can never be happier.it made me realised how bless i am. but i have yet to achieve my own financial stability.i am hoping to get into a job that i really love and of course one that offers good pay.if you were to ask me what do i wanna do?i can't really answer you in much confidence cause i am still having doubts.all that matters now is giving my best.there are times when negatively pulls me down,but the partner unconditionally kept pushing and cheering me on, close friends to reassure me, family members to support me.seriously,without them i would be depressed.for that i would like to thank every single one of them.thank you.sweetheart,i never regret anything with you.those arguments when i/you tried convincing that you/i were at fault, those happy times that makes us smile smile smile, those touching moments that made us realised how wonderful to have one another, all happens for a reason.and i know you love me like i love you.
have a great chinese new year!
may your red packets get bigger and bigger!
=]for now,
i gotta catch up with a lot of readings!
by the end of school today,i felt weak and vulnerable.all because i had 8 hours straight of school without break.from 10am to 6pm.i had to walk from one location to another to another and to another.i had 2 cups of tea, guava and bread in between classes.and i had to wait for a long time for the feeder bus.that made me furious.i was hungry, tired and now i had to wait for the bus.stupid irritating feeling.thankfully that was the partner who smsed me to make me relax.i'm so grateful for him.after cooling down,i watched my recorded gilmore girls.and oh! i love it so!it was so romantic and sweet.i can relate to the characters, especially rory.logan, her bf who was away for work in another city flew back to surprise her.he called her telling that there will be a meteor shower in 2 mins.she rushed up to her roof to see there logan was.he created the ambience by having decorative lights on the trees.and there was a table full of food and candlelights.it was really nice and sweet.rory rushed over to her prince charmingand from her reaction, she was overjoyed to see her boyfriend.they both miss each other.seeing them happily in love,reminds me of the partner and i.=)if i can, i would like to see us from another perspective.wonder how is it like.i love my boyfriend.he never fails to cheer me up whenever something is bothering me.
he is one who knows me inside out.i know he always wants me to be happy.that is why he doesn't want to rush into our wedding.because he wants to ensure that we'll have a proper dream wedding.once he texted me "i promise i'll do whatever i can to give you a happy life in the future".i am really happy with him.and i never want that to end.i'm so attached to you honey!
i am back!
happy and sound.
the retreat was a success!
=)got home on sunday morning. and i was all excited for my date with the partner!!almost 6 days of not meeting him was driving me insane!once i heard the door bell rang,all of my energy went to my face, smiling upon seeing him.he was all smiley too!i was so pleased to see him again! he embraced me and gave a quick peck on my cheeks and whisper 'i miss you'.he drove a familiar route and i sort of have an idea where he's bringing me.we had dinner at a new place that he brought me.
i was too hungry that i've forgotten to take pictures of the main course. this was the brownie and ice cream that we had for dessert.very chocolately and it makes you thirsty.walked around the mall before heading back to my house.while in the car,he kept singing,love songs.hmmm..he must be in love.haa.. i love listening and seeing him singing the songs with so much expressions!with that,i never fail to disturb him.we share stories and catch up with times.and flirt with one another.he was giving me generous peck on my forehead, hair, shoulder.in return, i can't resist stroking his smooth hair and hugging him.love is making me feel loved.i love to be in love!=)irritating as always,he was squeezing my arms, pressing it, teasing me.
i love to disturb him while he was too engross watching tv.
we have such beautiful goals for the future,and i know we can achieve it.you are the right one.i love you sweetheart!
