papa's day

happy birthday papa!
i love you lots!
and i love it when you make us laugh,
i love it when you're lame.

gonna have a birthday celebration for him tomorrow.
=)

today is one *blank* of a day!
the partner's parents fetched me as they were nearby.
had lunch with them and went over their house to meet the partner.
right now,
i'm zonked out.
the partner has already drift off to another land to meet me under the mango tree.
today,
it seems that we went so many places within a day.
we spent so many silly times together!

actually we already have a plan.
to go for the air force openhouse.
however,
the weather doesn't seem promising thus we went all the way to expo to visit the sales.
first up,
timberland sale.
the partner wanted to buy much more stuffs but thanks to me,
he managed to keep within his budget.
haha!
second,
john little's sale.
we didn't buy much,
mostly we bought were food items.

a conversation with a salesperson.
the partner: can i taste the strawberry?
her: sure.
me: honey, how is it?
the partner to me: ok good.
the partner to the lady: can i taste the original?
the lady picking out the orange flavoured : here, oranginal.
the partner: no, no, i mean original.
the lady: oh natural flavoured lah.
hahahaah!
the partner and i have no idea oranginal exist!

third place,
eatzi.
i guess it is already our 4th time being there since my 20th birthday.
good food,
fun companion,
great atmosphere (since they were playing love songs while we were dining, it does set the mood),
heartily laugh.





the partner trying to capture the drizzling background.




mushroom soup!

i take back my word about breeks having the best mushroom soup.
eatzi one is so much better!

twirling his strawberry soda.


the last entry,
he got a tray of food.
now,
i have a pan of food.
heh!


the partner loves this!


fourthly,
we went suntec for the comex sale.
gosh!
jam packed with people.
and i managed to get a new printer for notes printing.
=)
cool, it comes with a free trolley.

lastly,
head home.
with the partner sending time with me.

the four of us,
me, him, mom and grandma were all at the living room talking about random stuffs when we took this picture.



darling marling,
i love, love, love, love, love you!!!!!
and the new tops you got yourself look great on you!
it's been my pleasure to be your girlfriend honey!
i shall see you real soon!
honey,
i don't need any material things to make me feel loved.
all i need is your true love.
my lucky star has been shining on me since i'm with you.
and i've been loving it.

lunching together.

masha'llah
the sky tonight is beautiful.
i saw more than 3 bright stars twinkling and a few small stars shining on a clear blue sky.
it was perfect.
however when time pass,
the sky got a little bit cloudy.
but nevertheless you can still see stars.
i can just stare at the sky for hours as it gives me a sense of tranquility.

this morning,
i was woken up by a phone call from the partner's mom.
she was asking me to persuade the partner to see a doctor since he have fever for the past 2 days.
haha!
i feel quite good,
it seems that i'm the closest person to the partner.
=)
it does show that the partner loves me.
hahha!
but the partner feel so much better that he didn't want to see a doctor.
i met him and yeah,
he's back to his normal self.
so yeah,
sms his mom and we skip meeting the doctor.

after attending the lecture and tutorial,

i went for tangs sale which was held in school.
gosh,
the comestic was worth it.
mac comestic was going at 50% off.
i tend to think wisely before indulging myself in material goods.
after much considerations and assurance from mom and the partner,
and since raya is coming,
i went ahead and bought some items.

and i met the partner for lunch.

he doesn't look/feel sick.
welcome back baby!

we love strawberry + soda.


we are mushroom soups fans.

so a must have in our order!
delifrance's mushroom soup is a little runny.
but the both of us always finish our soup.

and the partner ate a tray of food.
haha!


while i tried the baked curry rice.

the taste reminded me of nasi orang kahwin (malay wedding food).

even though it was a short while,
it was nice.
=)

darling,
thank you!
i am the brightest star because you give me the energy to shine brightly,
without you,
i'll just fade.
i am still in dreamland,
will it be this way forever baby?
i love you monsieur!

the unwell partner.

sweetheart,
remember this?



the few shots that i have of you.
2 years and a couple of months ago.
and the ring,
remember how we had it on?
i am just going it through my head and i smiled foolishly to myself.
oh darling,
i never expected that of you.
you were sweeet!

i miss the partner.
how i wish he is just beside me,
so i can caress his hair and i can pamper him.
honey,
do get well soon!
it hurts me that i can't do anything much to make you well.

i was going through my emails and i saw the partner's email to me while i went for the japan's exchange.
it was day 1.
"Hi Honey, Its getting late and I'm still at work. Well, you know what, I'm immersing myself in work so that I won't think so much about you. It hurts to feel so far apart. Now I really understand the meaning of absence makes the heart grows fonder."
which he ended off with,
"Love you lots sweetheart! *I suddenly feel emotional when typing this last 4 words*"
when i read the email in japan,
tears were welling in my eyes.
i know the partner meant every word,
i can never find someone who loves me like he does.

the 10 days away from him was bad.
no matter how much i like the japan trip,
it seems as if it was not complete.
i found myself thinking of him all the time.
it was a painful experience.
all those smses and phone calls doesn't make me miss him less.
i yearn for his touch, his warmth, his company.

sweetheart,
i want to spend my whole life taking care and loving you.
thanks for loving me honey.

monsieur and mademoiselle

and so monsieur mutalib and mademoiselle atirah met up.
we had dinner together and as usual, enjoyed one another's company.
he also shared with me a piece of good news. =)
i am proud of you baby!
since the partner was feeling slightly unwell,
i said something,
"honey, we go to the arcade after this."
literally,
he beamed.
since i never initiated to go to the arcade before.
i guess it does help him to feel better.
=)
if you happened to spot a couple in dark clothings throwing basketballs in the hoop in an arcade,
most probably it was us.
oh boy!
it was tiring shooting those balls in the hoop.
and we played our favourite game,
that was spot the difference on the touch on screen.

we head over to my house so that i am able to send him home.
while at the short stay,
he still appeared slighty weak.
thus, i massaged his back since he said it was aching.
mom even showed me how to massage effectively.
mom were on the phone with mama in chatting and the 2 of them were laughing at us.
the end effect of the massage:
the partner felt a little better and no doubt my hands were tired but it is priceless to pamper the partner.

on the way to send the partner home,
we were chatting regarding his upcoming birthday celebration which i needed his inputs on how he will like it to be celebrated
and we were interupted by kat's dedication over the radio.
her dedication to her fiance.
haha!
it was cute lah!

not that i don't know how to surprise the partner.
i do.
i keep cracking my brain cells to come up with new interesting, romantic surprises.
however,
it's how the partner feel over the surprise.
definitely,
he is always happy with the surprises i did for him.
but now,
i want him to feel extremely happy.
see the difference?
for example,
girls,
if your partner surprised you with a new top,
of course you will be happy.
but wouldn't you be happier if he surprised you with a letter filled with his undying love for you or made something for you?
well,
it all depends on individuals.
that was why i asked the partner.
so as to confirm that i was in line with what truly makes him happy.

so before we head to sleep,
we talked to one another.
some part of the conversation on the phone call i had with him,
the partner: honey, my mom said 'tiap-tiap hari jumpa. simpan duit untuk kahwin.' (everyday meet, save money for marriage)
me: haha! so honey, what did you reply?
the partner: i said 'tengah kumpul ni' (am saving now)
and the both of us were laughing.

the partner commented that he was simply touched by papa 2's words describing him on last sunday.
yes, i agreed with papa 2 too.
i added on that my family members really love him.
my parents are treating him like their own.
and he said,
"honey, my parents also love you."
there were times he complained that his parents are treating me better than him.
haha!
yes,
for the past 2 years or so,
his parents have bought lots of things for me,
like the laptop, genting trip, baju kurungs so that i can wear something matching with their son, necklace, and many other things.
i know how much family blessings will affect our relationship.
i am glad it is this way.
syukur alhamdullilah.

sweetheart,
that sms from you was really sweet.
it made me want to read it all over and over again.
and darling,
not only you who have the ever fulfilling partner.
i too, have to thank you for being the ever fulfilling partner.
i love you.

stay tuned!

as much i would like to declare my love for the partner and share our date together,
i'm getting sleepy!

i'll blog when i have 4 hours of free time tomorrow!
till then,
good night readers!

sweetheart,
let's meet under the mango tree!
don't be late ah!
love you baby!

national day dinner, sweetsunday

the national day dinner was alright.
had too much food to eat.
my dear sister managed to accompany since i have an extra seat.
and the both of us had a lot of laugh regarding the event.

just a shot of the event.

oh,
i never win any lucky prize.
no heng lah.

and today,
i had to wake up early morning just to attend a district meeting that has a lot of fun games!

i doubt any of them is about my age.
but it was a great experience to learn from the wiser ladies.

rushed to mama in's house for the weekly religious class.
and as usual,
it always motivates me to be a better person.
hearing the sermon from the ustaz today,
made me realised a lot of things.
and i know both the partner and i are trying to achieve the same thing.

the partner and i are still nuts about our latest craze that we went there again!
this time with the grown kids.
this time we bought 2 boxes of 12,
so yeah, total 24.
wait,
we had another 4 extras due to passion card.
so total 28!



we walked around and had a good time together.
the grown kids have grown closer to the partner,
no doubt about that.
they enjoyed his company and already consider him as part of our family.

before we end our day,
we had dinner.


the partner and in's creation of hungry monster.


the ride home was good.
the grown kids had a good laugh at my singing qualities!
hahhahaha!
i love making them laugh.
i am a joker whenever i am around them.

the partner was searching for a suitable song for me to sing.
heh!

since the partner was apart for me yesterday,
he was thoughtful to get for me something.
thanks sweetheart!

honey,
you are really sweet.
i never want anything else,
except for you, love.
i love you and i never want to stop loving you.
you reward me with the best thing in life!
as to love, is to learn life's greatest lesson.
i love you,
not only me,
but my family members too.
we all love you.

my simple friday.

my friday was quite simple.
i didn't do any readings,
which i am trying to catch up now on a cool-rainy saturday morning.

anyway i attended a dialogue session regarding the national day rally.
it was for the malay muslim community.
so mostly the words they used were malay.
i had a little tough time digesting the words.
because i am tuned to hearing people speaking in english,
and it was a little odd at first hearing them speak in malay.
apart from the language,
i was intrigued by how people react to the new schemes and how they are concerned about the community.
even though i had to attend it alone,
i don't mind at all, it was interesting.



and my saviour,
the partner send me home.
=)
we were thinking of having a friday night out however,
he had to accompany his parents early in the morning.
so i rather we skip the date so that he will have a fresh mind to drive for hours.
nevertheless,
we still had a great 15 mins interacting in the car.
hahha!

i will be attending a national day dinner later.
let's hope it was worth it.
who knows i might win a prize in the lucky draw.

sweetheart,
i can never live a day without thinking of you.
i am truly in love with you!

the evening with the partner!

have you take a time off to just stare at the sky today?
i did that.
the blue sky were filled with fluffy clouds.
in addition,
the trees made the sight magnificient.
blue, white, green.
and today's weather was calm.
not too windy,
not too hot, not too cold.
perfect.

since morning,
i was excited!
because i know i will get to spend time with the partner for the later part of the day.
even before seeing him,
my heart was beating with joy!
how can i not be excited to see the sweetheart of mine?

we had chicken rice!

and now when i burp,
it smells of the chilli.

we walkwalkwalk,
look at toys,
basically we were just wasting time.
bought the chewy puffs home and his parents loved it!

oh yes,
a good question to ask.
why can't shopping centres have a place where you can deposit your bags for free or even free lockers?
so that you don't have to carry your heavy bag when you shop?
because when your bag is heavy,
it would effect your shopping mood.
you might even not shop because you are struggling to carry your bag.

while walking to his house,
we had a good time looking through syafiqah's pendant

whenever there's light,
we see through it.
cool lah!

it was like a kaleidoscope.
the both of us were like kids, curious.
taking turns to look through it.
we were so silly.



we had our noses rubbed together.

haha!
our nose were hard against one another.
okay nurul,
nose has bones.
it was funny when we had to be pretty close so that the nose can have contact,
the partner with his eyes closed,
suddenly had a shocked when he opened his eyes.
why?
because he said that my big eyes were staring back at him.
hahahah!

mutalib darling,
i believe it is you who can always make me happy and the one who are always there when i fall.
i'll do anything within my means to give you happiness honey.
you're my happiness, my joy.
and i love whenever i'm with you.

5 kinds of chemistry

i was in school while waiting for the next lecture to begin and i came across the msn homepage.
in one of the box, there is a picture of a couple looking at one another, smiling, with texts below the picture.
5 kinds of chemistry.

since i love to read about relationships and a wannabe love guru,
i clicked on it.
for more information,
visit http://lifestyle.msn.com/relationships/articlematch.aspx?cp-documentid=8425054&GT1=32023
=)

basically,
the 5 kinds of chemistry are
1. sexual chemistry
2. we’re-so-comfortable chemistry
3. we-laugh-like-crazy-together chemistry
4. we’re-so-complementary chemistry
5. we-have-so-much-in-common chemistry

woooo...
if you are an avid reader of my blog,
i'm pretty sure you would have came across some entries about the partner.
kinda scary cause i'm always amazed about the partner and i.
there's that something unique that binds us,
which is known as love.
in some lovey dovely posts, i never failed to blog about 2, 3, 4, & 5.
how we are really comfortable with one another, laugh till our tummy aches, how we complement one another and the common thingy.

human are like chemicals.
some chemicals react with one another to create a reaction,
while some,
nothing happens.

sweetheart,
with you there's a spark.
that is chemistry at work.
i love you baby!

i slept early last night.
before 10pm,
all because i was too tired from school and hanging out with my sisters.
and what was irritating was....
i woke up at 2am and i can't sleep back until it was 5am.
ish!
and i was awoken at 7am by a phone call asking if i am able to relief a teacher.
thank goodness today was one of my non-schooling days.
$$$$.
heh.

the 2 sisters and i watched space chimps yesterday as i don't feel like going home straight after school.
the movie was okay.
but some parts of it were funny.
haha!
"if you eat me, i will become stronger" then that creature got eaten by a monster.

and today,
a tiring day with the partner!
he made me laugh so bad that my tummy hurts.
and we walked so much that both of our legs hurts.
woah,
but today was super fun!
we laughed, laughed, laughed despite our tiredness.

we went to bugis to collect his miniature transformers.
and we had the chewy puffs.
i think that will be our latest craze.
sweet, nice and chewy!

afterwhich
we went to breeks after so, so, so, so, so, so long of not dining there.
the last time we dined there was when the both of us were still shy shy.
our relationship indeed has rise to another level/stage.

so we had mushroom soup!
i love this mushroom soup!

the nicest ever!

and we had iced strawberry & iced lemom tea.

nice & sweet!

and we had the safari feast (i think)

i ate a few of the items,
and i got full already.
my favourite is the waffle fries!
simply delicious when dipped in the lime chilli!

we had bbq cajun (something) chicken.
and we decided to try kimchi.

ermmm...
for the kimchi,
ok lah,
we are not tuned to korean food.

without fail,
we look for his toys.
walkwalkwalk.
and we came across this!

we spend about 5 minutes looking at it and enjoying it!
it was so cute!
thomas and his friends will go down the tracks.
we shall just wait till we have children so that we can play along.
=)



on the way to send me home,
the partner got a little sleepy.
what we did were to sing-a-long to a song that was on a repeat mode.
hahha!
both of us singing our lungs out, with the different tones in the car.
free karaoke!

throughout the time i was with him today,
he purposely lifted his hand high up so that i can smell his armpit.
=/
not only today,
some other days also.
ya, ya honey,
nice smell.
=P

honey,
you made me go crazy laughing with you.
but really honey,
thank you for being my best companion.
i love laughing with you,
it's just so fun!
you made me feel so carefree!
one of my hobbies: laughing with my partner!
i love you baby!

3 days straight!

i am back after a mini holiday in singapore.
=)
and i really enjoyed myself!
extremely fun!
my 3 days were filled with laughter!
all because of the partner.
he made me laughed so badly.
just as long i have the partner by my side,
i will laugh my stress away.
and his parents are cute,
especially when they bowl!


we went bowling twice.
because the four of us wanted to improve our scores.

as usual,
i came in last for almost all of the games.
and his mom is known for spare-queen.
for one of the few games,
she spare like 6 of the sets.
we had a good time playing and interacting with one another.

on the second day of bowling.


to let time fly by,
the partner decided to cycle
i knew that if we were to take single bike,
the partner is sure to challenge me,
to race along the park.
i know i don't have much stamina since it was a long time since i exercise.
so i psycho him to take a tandem bike so we can cycle together and *ehem* more romantic.
haha!

we looked like 2 goon heads in this picture.
i am glad that the partner let down his ego down and let me lead the bike.
so we took turn sitting behind and smell in each other's sweaty scent.
haha!
we really smell each other!
so honey,
now you should know how to make me exercise.
=p

before heading back home,
his mom decided to go to geylang market for groceries.
walking through the market,
then it strucks me!
i will be going to need to go to the market in the future to grab vegetables, meat, chicken, fish, etc.
haiyamak!
hot. uncomfortable. haggling of prices.
yes, imagine the market scene.
i will be going through that.
and the partner to become the carrier and the one who will be asking me to grab this, that because he wants me to cook certain dishes.
i've told the partner to be prepared to carry many plastic bags in the future.

after the usual religious class,
the partner and i fetched his soccer friends to go for a bbq.
one of his friends thought we were engaged and was asking when we're getting married.
well,
not only that guy,
some of his other friends also thought we were already engaged.
both the partner and i have not engaged to each other yet.
but we've already plan to get married,
we are not sure whether will we be engaged.
shall see what our families have for us.
his mom said to me before,
perhaps a few months before marriage,
there can be an engagement ceremony.
just wait and see.
anyway,
what's important is marriage,
to be officially his.
and of course,
i wonder what's his proposal going to be like.
=)

since ikea was nearby,
we head there after the bbq and get ice cream!
soft and sweet!

honey,
i love you.
i really had so much fun with you!
thank you for the great weekends!
next up,
japan trip with your parents!

upcoming weekends!

i'm excited!!!
i will be seeing the partner real sooon!
and spending 3 days straight with him,
and of course with his parents!
=)
morning him
day him
night him
i know he's gonna do a lot of teasing.
and we're gonna have a lot of laughing!
i am glad that his parents always bring me along to their family activities.
haha!
family bonding.
thank you makcik, pakcik.

now away from the happy tales,
for school,
i'm starting to be a little bit more hardworking in order to pull my grades up.
been doing some readings so as to understand the mistly modules clearer.
let's hope the hard work will be continuous.

i have several failures in life.
for the failures,
i thank god.
for every good and bad times,
i thank god.
i know that is how god challenge me,
He gives me the opportunities to challenge myself.
for that,
i see myself grow and believe in myself.
syukur alhamdullilah.

one failure that changes everything around was when i've received my results for psle.
i never expected to get below 200,
more to say,
it was 172.
i remember crying badly and the advices that my grandma and ma gave didn't help,
instead it made me feel worst.
but that 172 make me stronger as time went by.
it is something that i cling to so that i do not get arrogant.
being in an all girls environment,
it helped me to have confidence in myself and it gives me opportunities to grow.
i was a parade commander for 2 years in secondary school,
imagine that,
shouting out command to the contingents.
i still remember asking for permission to start the parade from the late principal, mrs lee.
i doubt if i were in a mixed school i am given a chance to be that because boys are seen to be the 'correct' person to be the one commanding.

and so the failure helped me worked harder and push myself.
as an individual,
i am still growing,
mentally, physically and spiritually.
still learning what is the purpose i am on earth.
how can i influence people in a good way, etc.
my life is full of questions that i am not afraid to seek.

but one of my questions is being answered,
who will i spend my lifetime with?
i am very pleased with the answer!

darling,
let's have goodS days together!
i love you.

the second day.

and so today is my second day in school since i purposely plan out my schedule with no lectures on tuesday (hopefully no tutorials too).
and friday is another free day.
so i can have dates with shikin.
=)

school started at 8 in the morning and i am stuck with the traffic and human jam.
it took me extra 30 mins to reach school.
i never like the peak hour.
who does anyway?
urgh!
i'm ending school at 6 in the evening,
another battle to get home.
oh noo!

even though the partner and i didn't have proper plans to meet up,
i managed to see, talk and tease the partner for 15 mins yesterday,
i've drove him to work.
(an act of service, so my shares will go upppppp)
haha.

and i've always enjoyed getting calls from him.
especially those when he was smiling or laughing at the other line to greet me.
it gives me a boost to my mood.
like sugar rush.
=)
i didn't expect myself to be lovesick after 2 years with him.
but i still am.
oh darling,
what have you drugged me with?

every night before i surrender myself to hours of rest,
i would always looked through messages from him and the pictures of us.
sweet memories starts lingering in my mind,
and i smiled myself every night to sleep.
no matter how tired i am,
i would still think of us.
it gives me a sense of accomplishment,
to know that something in my life finally went right.
the relationship we're having is too precious to give up on.
there's that something indescribable feeling.

both of us are working hard for our future together.
plans have roughly been drawn out.
like the dates to details after marriage (where do we stay, when to buy a car, who's taking care of the children, etc).
we plan, but He decides.

i am sure the readers can already see how crazy i am over him still.
i can't help it but to express my thoughts and feelings about him.

okay,
i better stop now,
i should catch up with the readings!

sweetheart,
i love hearing and seeing you laugh.
when you do that, you reminded me of a small cheeky boy.
i love making you happy honey!
and baby,
i never left you out in my prayers,
as you have become an integral part of me.
and i always thank god for you.
He should know how pure my love for you.

the valuable night.

the bowling session i had with the partner and his parents were as usual,
great!
it ended at 2am.
and the end of this week,
the four of us will be going to a chalet which i think another bowling session will be included!
haha.
i am pretty glad that i can get along with his parents fine.
i feel comfortable whenever i'm together with them.
syukur alhamdullilah.

today marks the first day of school,
the starting of my second year.
wooot!
so fast!!

my sunday evening was unexpected,
in a bad way.
a wrong phrase that lead into an argument.
with the unbalanced hormones,
i get too emotional.
yes,
the partner and i got into an argument.
after the big drama,
we had a slow talk that we managed to hear each other out in a calming manner.
the partner spilled out things that touched me.
i have to give credits to him for not making me worry.

how did we our night ends?
happily, of course!
we had supper at swensens past midnight.
we laughed and joke and celebrated his goal after so long.
=)

there is something about us,
when we got into an argument,
we would try to settle it asap,
so as to avoid more unhappiness.
we don't just settled it for the sake of settling it.
we make sure both parties reach a consensus and realised our mistakes.
this is when we are not afraid to admit defeat.
we know how much we need each other.
we celebrate the good times together and sail through the harsh time together.

i am not trying to show the partner off.
some of the readers might get sick hearing me praising the partner.
all i wanted to do is to share what true love feels.
when you connect with the correct person,
your life is blissful.
definitely the partner is not perfect,
sometimes he makes me frustrated but most of the times,
i can never get enough of him.
whatever i said about the partner is sincere and the truth.
he is sweet in his own way.
i am still in love with him after this years.

honey,
that night was awful,
but we managed to get through it.
i am glad to have my husband-to-be who is very patient and kind to me.
i never want to lose you baby.
i've always appreciate what you've done for me.
thank you darling.
i love you baby!

the day when the nation celebrates!

happy 43th birthday Singapore!
today is when the whole nation celebrates our past hardships and many successes together.

at 43,
we can all already feel the sucess of the young nation.
well done!
thanks to our leaders who are far-sighted.

how can we ever get sick with our classic singapore songs?
like count on me singapore, stand up for singapore and many more?
we've been inculcated to sing them since young.
those days in primary school to secondary school.
singing each and every song with all of your heart in such an effervescent environment.
even though there are always a new theme song each year,
those classic ones won't be forgotten.
the sing-a-long sessions are the one that makes every singaporean feel patriotic.

so what's the best thing in singapore?
food! food! food!
we can get a mixture of different cultures food without having to travel far!

just like human,
singapore can't pleased everyone,
it is how you approach the issues with a right mindset and attitude.

honestly,
i am grateful that singapore is my home.
and i want to make it a better place!

i know singapore will keep on progressing and be strong to overcome any challenges!
happy birthday!
=)

i hope i'll live to a ripe age to see the nation grow.

i was awoken by my dad,
still in a dazed,
dad asked me whether i wanna follow him, mom and the 2 sisters to geylang market.
i rejected him since i still wanna catch up with my sleep.
i slept late because the partner and i had a date.
we had dinner after his class and after i attended a welcome cum appreciation 'party'
afterwhich we went to watched a midnight movie,
the love guru.
it wasn't that hilarious.
it was okay.

in the afternoon,
my family together with mama in's family head down to the beach.
the partner's family didn't join us along because they had to attend a funeral.


the kids managed to catch a crab.


we went off when the raindrops keep falling on our heads.


driving back,
we managed to get a glimpse of the pre parade.


and now,
i'm going bowling with the partner and his parents!

MMb,
you're my hero!

simple n sweet thursday.

i am trying to turn in.
but i'm in good mood,
that i don't feel like sleeping.

i had to attend a meeting in choa chu kang,
soooooo...
i took an opportunity to ask the partner out for dinner,
which he agreed!
i had 2 hours to spare before the meeting and we head to the place where we first met.
okay lah, not the exact location,
not in the library but the shopping centre.

i was so happy when i met him!
he was already grinning when he laid his eyes on me.
and he even throw me a compliment.

it was raining heavily when the meeting ended but i went all the way to his workplace so that we can walk together to his house since he didn't have any umbrella with him.
it was a funny walk with lots of laughing and teasing.

now,
that was why i can't sleep.

sweetheart,
i love being with you.
especially when you held my hand tight and make sure i don't slip or fall.
no matter how strong i am,
i still need you to protect me.
when you kiss my forehead,
i would closed my eyes and automatically, a smile will appear from my face.
i always savour the moment,
the moment when i feel loved.
baby, you have touched my heart deeply.
and i've always thank the almighty for you.

bidding sucks!

it was the 6th august yesterday and it was,
iklil nur atiqah's 4th birthday!

happy birthday little girl!

away from the happy news,
now,
the sad news,
this time round,
i didn't managed to get for 2 modules i bid for.
okay,
defeated twice.
it was really a sucky feeling.
urgh!
that's when 'if' questions crawls in and made me frustrated.
haiyamak!
why lahhhhh???
i wanted one the modules so badly.
well,
just wait and see what's in store for me.
isn't that what's life about?
filled with surprises, joy, sadness.
i found myself silly shedding tears over it.
hahhahahahahhaha!
okay i sound crazy.
out of the blue,
my dad's motto of life hits me;
about being carefree and worry-less.
take life as it is.

andd sooooo...
i took part in the calefare as a calefare (extra)
it was a very good experience.
i was able to witness the behind the scenes.
from being able to see how the scene was run to how the crews set up the set to the actors rehearsing their lines.




i look like a girl in a mental hospital outfit.

it was supposed to be pow (prisoner of war) costume.
haha!

the downside was.....
there were a lot of waiting.
i didn't know a few minutes in the television is a many many minutes on set.
like 3 mins in television is like 30-45 mins on set.
and to move from one scene to another required us to wait.
nevertheless,
it was a good experience.
=)

the partner who was unwell and just finish school insisted to drive me home.
thanks honey.
even a 15 mins ride back home made me a happy girl.
i don't asked for more.
the feeling he gives me was the same as i first met him.

sweetheart,
you have done so many things for me,
which you did it all out of love.
darling,
thanks for loving me.